tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-87720632792984728402012-02-11T09:12:22.940-08:00As i look into the mirror, I ponder..WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.comBlogger991100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-60032855043642325362012-02-11T07:08:00.001-08:002012-02-11T09:12:23.022-08:00Few months back, when i made the decision, i thought i was ready to end it...<br />How naive i was.. That decision did'nt really impact the rlship. <br />Few days back, when the bomb was dropped, things can nv be the same again. <br />Given another chance, i would have rather not say.. But what would that make me.. <br /><br />Selfish - A word that aptly describes me frm this incident.<br /><br />Perhaps, i was afraid of losing the only gd friend i had in uni, hence i was always careful nt to hurt her feelings. Even when making the decision few months back, i tried to make it painless. <br />I always thought she shd let me go, but maybe it is me who did not want to let go of the already accustomed close friendship we shared. Yet at the same time i couldnt accept her feelings.<br />Keeping someone by my side while nt accepting her feelings. I guess that's really really selfish eh.<br />So naive of me to think that i could be good friends with her... Especially her.. So so... Naive. <br /><br />What's left to do... Be strong and let go..&nbsp;&nbsp; <br />I allowed her entry into my life.. And now it's rly time to let go.. and get accustomed..&nbsp; <br /><br />My mum says its our family's karma.. To be defeated so easily by our emotions.<br />She got so so worried of me a few days back.. <br /><br />This semester really prove to be a difficult one for me. &nbsp; <br />But like what sm said.. Problems are opportunities for growth.<br />No matter how difficult this period is gonna be, have to fight through it.<br /><br />Im gonna quote from my first post this year:<br /><br /><i>"Focus Mingyuan! Know ur priorities.. You have set ur resolutions. Try to recall them during times of trial. Just like last yr, will encounter a new set of challenges that might seek to <b>collapse/ overwhelm</b> me. And thru faith, have to overcome them one by one."</i> <br /><br />These new set of challenges really set in quite quickly LOL! Come to think of it, i actually chanted for problems/ challenges in my life as it seemed too smooth sailing at the start of this sem that im started to waver and get complacent. I guess everything happened for a reason and what had happened recently was really arranged. Challenge accepted ;)<br /><br /><br />PS: If only i had not joined chingay.. but she said nv to regret what has happened.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-6003285504364232536?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-70889574702988722032012-01-18T10:08:00.000-08:002012-01-18T22:42:59.518-08:00Why do i keep having the feeling that i will not do as well this semester.. Cant seem to adjust back to the peak mentality i had last sem.. And im not as serious or anxious about catching up wif the readings as compared to last sem... I guess i relac-ed too much already. Besides, i keep having alot of distractions and fatigue... Freakk!! Wasted another day... Tmr i have to do smth...<br /><br />My friend's quote struck me the other day.. It went:<br />"You stood by me when I was at my worst, so I want to be there for you at my best." <br /><br />I am then inspired to write a 'poem' to describe the feelings and thoughts of a troubled boy.<br />Took me more den an hour! <br /><br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i>Dear boy </i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Dear boy, you don't know how fortunate you are.</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>At ur most vulnerable time,&nbsp;</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>you found her, and she found you.</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Although you barely knew her, you gravitated towards her.</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Just like a safe haven,&nbsp;</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>you felt safe and comfortable in her presence.</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Dear boy, you don't know how fortunate you are.</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>She's a gal, one of the kindest and purest around.</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>You always gave your best,</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>as you know she deserved no less.</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Yet each time the heart is put to the test,</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>you chose the hard truth and hurt her like an 's'</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Dear boy, you don't know how fortunate you are.</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>She stood by you at your lowest,</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>and you wished you could be there if she ever tears.</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Just like how true friends should care for each other, </i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>even if it makes matters worse.</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Dear boy, you don't know how fortunate you are.</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Why could'nt you just see her the same way she sees you?</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>But are'nt matters of the heart, as direct as yes or no?</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>and boy, he just knows..&nbsp;</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Dear boy, you don't know how fortunate you are.</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>If only she is as fortunate as you...</i></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-7088957470298872203?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-11801532201548123622012-01-09T09:33:00.000-08:002012-01-09T09:33:07.030-08:00Happy new year!<br /><br />It's 10 days since 2012 started and Here we go again...<br />Have been relaxing for quite awhile since Sem 1 ended. Tmr, or shd i say this morning 10am will kickoff my first lecture of the year. Hopefully i will enjoy it :) Sw2104. Still rmbed having my first lecture last sem, JS1101e, wif G n Yy.. Seems like a long time ago, but nt actually haha. It might seem like time passes quickly in a sem, unless u're someone wif an active social life, the routine lectures/ tutorials and daily revisions help makes time pass faster. Although im a typical mugger, im glad to say many tings can happen in a span of 4 months. I enjoyed most of the lectures and tutorials and i eventually did achieve my goals. Hopefully, by the end of Sem 2, i would be able to say that I enjoyed what i learnt, attain greater achievements in grades, and also look back again and reminisce on what has happened: Cre8ing wonderful memories. I had many grp projects last sem. 4? This sem, i'll prolly have 1 or 2. Haha and much more mid-terms. Have to plan carefully. But at the end of the day, it's diligence and consistent efforts that will make the struggle pay-off. Dun wish to study just for sake of grades.. Hopefully, in the midst of this process, am able to apply what i learn to my life .. and mission. To develop a sense of appreciation and meaning for whatever im encountering/ learning, developing intellectual curiosity and enjoy the learning process. What i learnt frm my ex-director in Arrow electronics. 'intellectual curiosity'<br />Gonna have to switch my mentality as fast as i can. Frm one of relaxing to Vigilance and Diligence...<br />Focus Mingyuan! Know ur priorities.. You have set ur resolutions. Try to recall them during times of trial. Just like last yr, will encounter a new set of challenges that might seek to collapse/ overwhelm me. And thru faith, have to overcome them one by one.<br />You have rest well, now is the time to charge ahead once more. GOGOGO!<br /><br />Completed City Hunter this afternoon, not bad not bad i'd say. Would prefer personal taste though. More action packed and politics in this drama. The gal is pretty pretty... Guy LMH as cool as usual. There was quite a twist towards the end, which is quite unexpected. My eyes went teary towards the end of the last episode, when LMH tried to suicide in front of his Dads. For once i was impressed by his acting. Anw, the plot is good but i guess the show dragged abit too long. Could have ended sooner haha. Also, the happy ending could have been more organized and completing coz i feel that it was too abrupt. Thats it for now, wont be drama-ing in awhile, Gonna get bz wif my readings and sch.<br /><br />PS: Nt much time left, what do i want to achieve out of it.. Gotta do my HR.<br /><br /> <br /><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-1180153220154812362?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-10148481364861430032011-12-27T12:42:00.000-08:002011-12-28T08:51:52.772-08:00I ended my 2hr dmk streak on the 15th day (Christmas Eve) and stopped chanting for 2 whole days omg lol. Well, im back on track thou, determined to complete my Dmk chart by end of yr ;) <br /><br />Just completed an 'ancient' K drama; 'Personal Taste' online. It aired last year i guess, and i rmb watching some bits &amp; pieces of it on television. Well... It was nt bad. The Fact that i managed to finish it already says it all. The last time i watched a K drama during the holidays was 'My GF is a Gumiho', i rmb i stopped watching it below 10 episodes as i always ended up sleeping while watching the drama. I realized watching K dramas has a good hypnotizing effect LoL! Before 'Gumiho' i guess was IRIS 2 (din complete watching), which is a disappointment when compared to IRIS 1 (which i completed watching)<br /><br />Talking bout 'Personal taste'. Starring Son Ye Jin and Lee Min Ho; G's fav. I would say SYJ has good acting skills, otherwise her naturally gullible/ adorable/ child-like attitude really makes her fit well into her role of Park Gae In. (A very lovable and pure-hearted, trusting character) Lee Min Ho acted as Jeon Jin Ho, a determined, self-driven individual who had no eyes for anything except for work and achievement, until he met Gae In. He is Intelligent, honest, proud, and always has his poker face with him. Suited for guys like Lee Min Ho eh, Hahaha, just a handsome face will do, no need much expression.<br /><br />Some points to take note from the show which could be applied to real life. It may or may nt be true - <br />Guys like gals to be more<br /><i>1.) Assertive</i>: To have a voice of their own. To give their pt of view/ opinion instead of leaving everything to the guy to decide.<br />2.) To be more <i>st8 forward</i> with their feelings: Instead of acting in a way that they think might please the guy, i would rather they tell us hw they feel, especially if it involves strong emotions. This could be identical to being assertive.<br />3.) Have the same goal as the guy: Sense of camaraderie. The guy would feel more connected with her having the same sense of mission. Feels that the girl will be able to understand him beta?<br />4.) Treasure oneself: Loving oneself, being positive, happy and confident about oneself is attractive. 5.) Timely sense of humor: I guess it's about knowing when to act silly or to be serious, when to tease and when to listen.<br />Actually, i guess guys like gals who listens well and reciprocate, which I find that it is smths quite a difficult task to accomplish for 2 communicators. This could be differences in thinking/ not getting or understanding the real issue/ 2 sides being adamant about their own opinions. In any case, it means communication breakdown. So, when 2 person is different in many ways, will they still end up tgt? According to the 'Similar-attraction theory' which i learnt in Psych. It was mentioned that when 2 person has similar beliefs/ opinions/ likes and dislikes - they tend to like each other too, as it strengthens their own belief and conviction. But how true is it...? For me, although i find tt too much is a turn off, i feel that a bit of opposition / argument is attractive too at times. Becoz maybe deep inside i may have incomplete questions and answers and i yearn to obtain them frm others. Thinking tt maybe others have the answer to some of them. Perhaps at times i just do nt trust my own answers. <br /><br /><i>Jeon Jin Ho</i> weather forecast for tmr: "I raced ahead up til now without rest, but i was always that child that circled around that same spot. But after meeting this woman, i learned that occasionally stopping to reflect would allow me to go further."<br /><br />My weather forecast for tmr: Jog, sensei video, visit Keyang, and movie wif S30. <br /><br />PS: Whatever is done is done, i tried to make it perfect, but still it's nt. Perhaps i could have manage it better, but i'll learn.. I hope nv to hurt another person like this Christmas...<br /><br /><iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/0jNwIEsf8a0" width="420"></iframe><br />One of my fav OST frm the show. Enjoy ;)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-1014848136486143003?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-7329588957819992102011-12-19T22:56:00.000-08:002011-12-19T22:56:04.031-08:0012th day of (2hrs/day Daimoku).. Still gg tough..! <br /><br />Early in the morning, woken up by my alarm.. I was contemplating if i shd go to the CSC outing.. I decided to just sleep in.. It was den i received a message.. I lazily looked at it and quickly slammed it back down on the bed.. It was the Push-Sms from NUS that contain my results for Sem 1. At first glance, i actually saw my grade for JS already. Which is an A. I raised my phone again, covered the screen and slowly revealed the message by sliding down my hand. Just like revealing a poker card in hand. <br /><br />Einstein Quantum weirdness: B-&nbsp; (Expected.. Now i can use my S/U option to its fullest)<br />Japanese Studies: A&nbsp; (I was like SRSLY?? At first glance i tot it was A-, but A for Japanese studies ahahahahha)<br />Management and Org: A- (Expecting an A but oh well...)<br />Psychology: A- (Yay! It was the best i could hope for :) )<br />Social Work: A- (Yay! Expected it but still happy :) )<br /><br />Accumulated GPA: 4.3<br />GPA after exercising S/U option: 4.62 ;) - Hit prayer target woo hoo! Actual proofff! <br /><br />Tsktsk. And that was the morning drama for the revelation of the results thru the HP. I immediately shared wif my mum and sis and they were overjoyed for me too. <br /><br />I could'nt believe it.. A for Japanese studies.. The subject i least expect to do well from the start, the subject i struggled the most in. Actually became my best subject. How ironic but funny. As i look back.. I guess taking JS was one of the best decision i made in Sem 1. Many ppl told me about how difficult JS was, but i still took it becoz i know that it is what i needed to study. I agree that it is difficult, there were many times during sem 1 when i cursed at myself for taking this module, but i actually benefited much frm it. Proj work skills, research skills, essay writing / argumentative skills, Japanese history and culture which is so helpful for me in understanding Nichiren Buddhism in Japan..<br />All the Forum posts which i had spent hours on for each post; all the tutorials which i spent time preparing for (at the start), all the lectures which i gave my fullest attention (Except for times when i slept..), all the research and discussion time spent on doing the project.. All the happy/ awkward/ frustrated moments spent wif my project grp mates.. Scoring an A- for our project wif G. and Yy.. <br />I would say i gained the most from this mod. Thank you JS, thank you G &amp; yy, thank you Gohonzon! :)<br /><br />PS: So much to share about Chingay trngs and all that had happened. To sum up, it was great experience and i will keep on gg! No matter how many falls i have to take, must return to Gohonzon and chant. Jy Mingyuan!<br /><br /><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-732958895781999210?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-83685211191028933512011-12-11T09:24:00.001-08:002011-12-11T09:56:28.590-08:00It is the third day since i challenged myself to chant 2 hrs of dmk a day. Im so happy that im able to keep up with my challenge on this third day, even more happi that im able to chant solid dmk thruout today. For the previous 2 days, dmk was accompanied by many distracting tots. But today however i was able to focus on 'higher order' thoughts, reflections, and prayers. :)<br /><br />The day started with me waking up late as usual. Maybe abit earlier today, 11 plus a.m. I had to prepare my maiden potato salad LoL! I always liked to eat potato salad and wished to learn how to prepare 1. My opportunity came today as a youth gathering potluck was arranged at my hse. Everyone had to bring some food and i tot it would be an apt opportunity for me to learn and prepare a sumptuous Potato Salad. Hahaha. I did it! Albeit borrowing some help frm my mum. Will upload the foto soon. The salad contains bacon, egg, spring onion, celery, and of coz Potatoes. It is actually quite simple to do la, just follow the instructions frm the online recipe and you'll be fine haha. Im glad it was finished. Some said it was not bad ^^ (Value-added)<br /><br />The youth gathering proceeded after everyone finally arrived 1 hour plus after the stipulated time. There were introduction, reflection and resolution sharings and also encouragements. Followed by dun forget the lyrics games and prices to be won. Not forgetting the gift exchange! :) I was quite amazed at the attendance today. Bout 24 youth gathered! How cool is that man haha. When i chanted just now thou, i prayed that TPW youths will grow nt onli in size but in dept, my wish that everyone of them become a stronger and happier person thru faith.<br /><br />Rehearsal for zone GM happened at night. I am gonna be the emcee again. After 2 years. My partner is a pleasant gal called YH. 3 yrs my junior and frm Ktkt. I hope we will be able to pull off a great show nex sunday. Feedback for the rehearsal is that my chinese abit 'gei gei'. Fake in hokkien. Constructive feedback noted and i'll try to improve on it. I admit that i did not prepare enough. And more changes must be done to improve and consolidate the script. Jy mingyuan, do ur best this GM!<br /><br />My dad nv fail to piss me off. I dun get it man. Why is he such a practically-minded person who likes to think of the world as thou it is a jungle, where ppl are only motivated by low-level needs (Maslow's 1st and 2nd needs) rather den higher order needs. - concept of survival of the fittest. I understand that it was due to high tough childhood and upbringing. But still i cannot tolerate his way of thinking. I am ashamed and angry as i chanted. As my mum flipped the guidance calender to 12th dec. The quote strike me, it reads:<br /> <br />"Respecting others is an indication of one's depth as a person, the strength and profundity of one's character. If u are demanding of yourself, u can be kind to others. The person hu works hardest is the most accepting of others. In contrast, those who are slipshod and undisciplined themselves are usually hard on others. Those who have nv worked hard themselves tend to demand that others do so."<br /><br />When i first saw this quote, i nv tot much bout it, less tot about my attitude towards my dad. The first tot that came to my mind was my psychological reaction towards a leader who gave encouragement in today's gathering. I felt that her guidance wasn't appropriate and not motivating, it was'nt organized and seemed like a last minute thingy. I wasnt very happy and felt that the person ought to do more homework. I realized that i wasnt giving her the respect she deserved. Maybe that encouragement was meant for someone personal in the gathering, maybe she tot thru much before deciding to share it. Furthermore, we shdnt just see the surface and instead the larger picture. About how totful the person is and caring she is towards her members. The crux is, instead of just focusing on the person's bad pts, like how i usually did (Im rather critical when i feel someone did not do a good job at a certain task), we shd respect the person for whatever good he/she does. Every Buddha who works/ serves others deserves our utmost respect. From this tot, i started to think bout my dad, my attitude and demands and expectations towards him. Neglecting whatever good he has done for the family, for me. And i think about what i did for him, i shd be ashame of myself too. Although i noe my feelings and expectations toward my dad will not change quickly, i hope to be able to be really able to see the good side of others, learn to be appreciative and establish a sense of gratitude. I have to work the hardest in order to be able to empathize with them.<br /><br />Keep on going man. Have a fulfilling and great week ahead :)<br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-8368521119102893351?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-28784696356325767602011-12-06T10:10:00.001-08:002011-12-06T11:46:11.728-08:00It is the 6th day of the holidays already. Sem 1 is officially over, and soon, sem 2 comes. Will be taking 2 level 2000 and 2 lvl 3000 mods this sem if nth goes wrong. I wonder, am i gonna be able to take it. I srsly have no idea how level 3000 mods are gonna be like. Some seniors cautioned me about the risk. Oh well, in the end i have to make my own decision, and i guess i'll just stick to it and challenge myself. Although i would very much like to take a mod with G, we prolly wouldnt have any common mods to take tgt in sem 2. One small victory i would like to share, despite all the anxiety and worries that accompanied my project work days in the last 5 months. I managed to secure 3 A- s and 1 TBC for 4 of my project work. Hohoho, im most proud of the JS project, as we really put in much effort. And the better part was, I won tgt with 2 of my soka friends who were in the grp, G n Yy. That really sweetened things up. As i rmbed we chanted tgt to get an A for the project and we rly did it! haha honestly i nv harbored much hope. <br /><br />It's the first time i participated Chingay, and so far.. not too bad. Some upz and downz. I could rmb NDP07, it was'nt particularly a great experience, but i benefited much frm it. I just hope this time round i could summon up the courage to open myself up and rly get to know the rest of the participants. I believe I have a mission being in this grp, and i must be courageous. Today's trg is dam shag hahaha<br /><br />Still having insomnia these days.. As i write, clock ticks at 3.44a.m. Smth's terrible bout my biological clock i definitely have to get it fixed soon.<br /><br />Month of Dec is short, what kind of value do i want to create.. My deep conversation with Tk the other 'morning' was thought-provoking. The whole topic revolves around the kind of 'state' he wishes to attain. Which he describes it as a state of freedom, one who will nt be held shackled by the expectations of others. One who is able to do as he please w/o being affected by how others think about him. Where he will have the confidence and courage to be truthful to himself amidst the discriminating mass. He subtly made a remark about hw buddhism is unable to help him in this aspect. He said tt in buddhism, we always have to chant for others in order to truly manifest our Buddhahood, to do human revolution.. But what he wants is to just be confident about himself. Frm what i see, i guess he feels that perceived 'weaknesses' and desires cannot be altered, and that he shd come to accept and embrace them as them being part of himself. The key for him is to live with these imperfections confidently. What can i say..<br /><br />PS: She's starting to wisen up and understand, I guess it lasts for only a few months. Hope we could remain as v.good friends.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-2878469635632576760?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-23275197525622515272011-10-25T11:32:00.000-07:002011-10-25T11:32:33.418-07:00Dear diary<br /><br />It's the festival of the lights again, i could still rmb what i did last year at this time. Funny, some things u never forget, those memories unconsciously got imprinted into your cerebral cortex. Opps, i forgot that memory is stored not in any localized area of the brain, but in the connections made between every single neurons in the brains. (Kings, 2011) LOL! If you learned APA citations you would know what that bracket means. <br /><br />Just completed uploading a video for my project in youtube. The bad thing is, my group's late for its submission. Hopefully LQ wont penalize us for the late submission. Smths, some ppl cant be relied upon. But, that just goes to show how dependent i am on others. If i had taken the initiate to upload in the first place, we would not have been late. Oh well.. My fault.<br /><br />I'm starting to lose motivation. Or rather, my momentum seemed to have fade away. What happened to the Mingyuan who had full of drive at the start of this Sem, the Mingyuan who has a very strong determination to achieve 4.5 GPA in his first sem. The Mingyuan who is so focus that studies is all he could think about most of the time. <br /><br />I realized that i get distracted easily. So many unnecessary thoughts start to intrude into my mind every now and den, keeping me away from my studies. Thoughts relating to personal relationships btw grp members.. Haiz, i guess i have too taken up too many group projects this sem. i srsly am bad at doing projects. So noob! Anyway, 2 projects down, and 2 more to go, 1 of them being the most difficult of them all. But an important one too. Japanese Studies. The group, consisting of 5 person, 2 of them are my soka friends, G &amp; yy. I have not really known them b4 coming to NUS, especially G, whom i got to know only this June (i guess). But they are awesome people aniway. Different in many ways, but still awesome. Am really glad to have been in this same grp.<br /><br />However, they are also my grp project mates, and we have a paper to complete, hopefully the team will be able to overcome our differences and work towards a great paper. A paper where everyone put in their best effort and thoughts into. And in the process, creating new bonds and friendships along the way.<br /><br />PS: I wish i could have been more of an interesting/ entertaining person, at least they wont feel so sian when YH izzint around. Dislikes the awkward silences every time we lunch tgt. Im such a bore!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-2327519752562251527?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-11873363378015903282011-09-02T07:29:00.000-07:002011-09-02T07:32:02.174-07:00Woot this is my 100th post! I'll be using my new Mac to post :)I'm gonna start this post by saying this"I PASSED MY DRIVING!"<br /><br />YESH!! I did it. My 2nd try. Although i know i cant afford to fail again this time, as the states are high (Given the financial and schooling situation im in) I went to the test with a calm composure, maybe a bit tense, but i was careful not to put pressuring thoughts into my head. (Which i unconsciously did in my first test). This time round, I knew i could do it, if i can just get a hold on my nervousness.<br /><br />The tester Koo Ah Choon is a nice guy. He speaks with a robotic tone and w/o much emotion. I am thankful to have him as my tester. Although he is quite strict, he plays an important role in helping me curb my nervousness (Which is my weakness). I couldnt really rmb what he said exactly at the start of the test, but i interpret it as an encouraging message. He talked about the rules and regulations, what im gonna be tested about in circuit and out circuit, then about the changing conditions of traffic (which i have no idea what he means) and then he wishes me all the best and to stay confident. It really help when he said that. Halfway in the circuit, he continued to 'encourage' me by saying that confidence takes time to build up. lol.<br /><br />Everything went quick and smoothly in the circuit, and within less than 15mins i was driving along the main road already. I know that i was penalized in some ways. E.g Wide turnings and abrupt changing of lanes. (Mistakes i made on my first test. Obviously i din learn my lesson). Haha. But den i was still quite confident i would pass when the test was over. When i knew my results, i was so thankful and happy. I thanked my instructor after everything and did the other necessary stuffs.<br /><br />What i can say to those who are taking test for the first time is this: Dun pressurize urself too much with the consequences of the results, but dun lac too much either. Be mindful of what u shd not commit (E.g Major mistakes like striking of curb) and what u can afford to commit. (So that u can concentrate on avoiding major mistakes). If you dun consider urself as a pro driver, dun have to aim for perfection. It is alright to make minor mistakes, but not too much of them. Finally, drive slowly and cautiously. Dun rush to the tester's instructions. Oh yea, be courteous to the tester. when results are ambiguous, his impression of you plays a major role in deciding ur fate.<br /><br />That's all bout driving. I wanna thank Mr Toh again, Toyota car, number 8768, for being such a great instructor. And good bye CDC, although there's a lot of pretty gals in ur vicinity, i'll rather stay away from you. :)<br /><br />Now that this driving load is taken off my shoulders, i can better concentrate on my studies. It has been a month since Sem 1 officially started. I totally dread the long travelling time, but im getting used to it. Hopefully im able to maintain my study readings and projects (4 of them!) and do well in all of them. Although these are difficult times, have to press on, definitely i'll grow and see the results of my achievements (Not just in GPA) after this first Sem.<br /><br />Here's a quote taken from the lecture notes on Japanese Studies."It does not follow that, because a mountain appears to take on different shapes from different angles of vision, it has objectively no shape at all or an infinity of shapes. It does not follow that, because interpretation plays a necessary part in establishing the facts of history, and because no existing interpretation is wholly objective, one interpretation is as good as another, and the facts of history are in principle not amenable to objective interpretation."<i>E.H. Carr, What is History? Pages 26-27</i>.<br /><br />What is Japan and who says so? The aim of the course JS1101. I hope i'll able to answer that question intellectually by the end of this Sem. :)<br /><br />Signing offMingYuan<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-1187336337801590328?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-32548794287001188622011-06-18T09:06:00.000-07:002011-06-18T09:25:09.518-07:00Starts to feel the anxiety. After 2.5 years, i'm finally returning to school in July. As the day draws near, i'm beginning to realize it's a do or die / make or break situation. This path i chosen, will it be the right one? It will all be clear in the next 4 years. Can't afford to take it easy... Have to train my discipline. DmkDmk! <br /><br />On a lighter note, i'll be going off to the psych society camp soon, wonder if i'll enjoy myself there. Not really a camp kind of person. <br /><br />Not sure why, but im starting to feel really restless and demotivated, especially at work. Is it becoz of the seasonal change? I realize i always feel this way when June/July approaches. Haiz. Starting to lose my focus, this is not nice at all. <br /><br />Father's day tomorrow. Hope to make my dad happier, even if it's for a day. <br /><br /><br />PS: Found this video. Very nice of the Staffs in NUS to upload this. Hehe. It's a talk by a prof with regards to what Psychology is about in NUS, it was taken during the FASS open on May 2011. Very very Informative i must say. <br /><br /><iframe title="NUScast Player" type="text/html" frameborder="0" marginheight="0" marginwidth="0" width="388" height="290" src="http://nuscast.nus.edu.sg/PublicEvents/1/MODVideoEmbed.aspx?KEY=9c4f7839-d4ab-4e03-9531-31a7539a05cb" frameborder="0" allowFullScreen></iframe><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-3254879428700118862?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-57420800697401023832011-05-29T05:39:00.000-07:002011-05-29T06:41:37.642-07:00Down with a Flu. But that din stop me from having an enriching weekend =)<br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">Sat</span><br />MJ/MI Campus dialogue was a success. Pangyi and Hwee min did a good job engaging the J1s and J2s. Their sharing was relevant and thought provoking. There were many Ywds, and thou only 1 ymd member turned up (Rest were leaders), it is a good start. We'll make it 2 ymds at least next time haha. I myself enjoyed and learned from the session too. Haha i think we focused on the J1s too much, shd focus more on the J2 nex time<br /><br />Desmond's first Gajokai. Haven got his uniform yet, must remind myself to get come Sunday. Zz stayed over with us (illegal), revising his Chinese O level which is coming monday. Yahui was very envious when she heard we were staying over in HQ, she find it an honor being able to protect the Gohonzon in HQ at night. It strikes me that every Gajokai I did or am doing is an important and honorable one. I din stay up all the way wif Qinhao, ZZ, and Desmond. (who dialogued til 4a.m plus) Have a long day ahead next day.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">Sunday</span><br />Woke up early with the rest to prepare for morning Gongyo. Attended the Morning gongyo with Desmond when it started. It was a good chanting session. Has been awhile since i last chanted with Desmond in Morning gongyo. GD talked about shortening the morning gongyo session because many people leave after doing gongyo each time, he feels that it will affect the morality of other members around, hence he encouraged everyone to stay on by shortening the session to end at 9a.m instead of 9.15 in the past. <br /><br />CIC Retreat<br />A great one. I believe i learn alot today and will definitely apply it into my daily life. This morning, we learned about the tips/tricks for home-visitation. Pointers given by PS,Lm and TL at the end was very useful. (heart is the most impt) We even had a practical session of a simulated Home-visit practice. <br />Group dialogue with JY was short but it helped us have a better idea of many of our queries. TK corrected my misconception too. TK's personal sharing about the history of asd next was awesome. Full of passion and vigor, i believe it gave many of us a clear idea of the direction we should take, and the guidance we shd always keep in mind. (9 pointers he shared b4 last year) May not have another chance to hear from such wonderful veterans in ASD again since im graduating soon, will cherish whatever time left and do my best too while im still here. <br /><br />Fell asleep on my bed after i reached home. Last 2 days was definitely a fulfilling and enriching one. Hope to recover from my flu soon! Can vividly feel the attack of Sansho-Shima and my fundamental darkness, have to be vigilant and courageous. <br />Jiayou mingyuan<br /><br />PS: A short sharing on what JY said during the session. He briefly said that although Ikeda Sensei knows that everyone has different personality, background, interest, passion, culture, etc. Sensei believes he is able to conduct dialogue with everyone / anyone. Because Sensei knows that one thing is for sure, and that it is everyone goes through birth, old age, sickness, and death.<br /><br />"It is the heart that is most important." - Nichiren Daishonin<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-5742080069740102383?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-75646180016543667682011-05-16T08:47:00.000-07:002011-05-16T10:29:33.438-07:00I guess it has been awhile since i last blogged. And tonite, instead of just wasting my time away in dota, i decided to give myself some time for updates. Or shd i say recounts. <br /><br />1 year ago on Vesak Day, i celebrated my birthday too. As of today, i am a week past my 21st. Time flies. Looking back, the whole army experience seems like a fleeting dream. If someone were to ask me how was army like, my first immediate response would be always "the first half was great, the 2nd half was crap". And in the truest sense of this sentence, from the viewpoint of the naked eye, it is certainly not wrong. I felt as fresh as a newborn child again after i ORDed. I felt.. better in every ways. <br /><br />However, it will be too quick to conclude if i were to say i have not gain during my army life. If i were to delve deeper and examine closely at myself, i know that i have changed, or rather, on a more positive note, developed. To sum it up, it will be like i have dwelt in the fortress of all the negative forces and influences in the later half of my army life. Definitely, i have been affected in ways, but thankfully, i am still in good faith. I nv stopped practicing ND Buddhism while in NS. And that's probably why i say i have not wasted my time den. It is in such a negative setting that i read finish many buddhist study materials. Including HR vol 1 / 2, Buddha in the mirror, unlocking the mysteries of birth and death, the buddha next door, and many other books and articles that i was exposed to during this time. It is also at this time that i get to experience sharing this wonderful practice with my friends. Which is a great breakthrough for me. And that a few of them started practicing, and 1 even took up a leadership role in our district today. I'm so happy and proud of him. His name is desmond btw lol. A pure and earnest practitioner who stays in Yishun and comes all the way to Tampines regularly for meetings. Though i am much senior in faith compared to him, sometimes i feel like i am the one being taught. Through the actions he selflessly take for Kofu, i am encouraged too. He nv fails to turn up for important meetings and nv hesitate to take up different kinds of roles to support the district. I guess Comradeship in faith shd be like eh, to support and learn from one another. I can nv be grateful enough to have a comrade like him =D (Des if ya seeing this, u know what to do ah? take up more roles in district LOL!)<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-Ckn0wNf4w9k/TdFdR-yGtkI/AAAAAAAAAFM/unBBioW5wpk/s1600/21st%2BBirthday-102.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 212px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-Ckn0wNf4w9k/TdFdR-yGtkI/AAAAAAAAAFM/unBBioW5wpk/s320/21st%2BBirthday-102.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5607365574545290818" /></a><br /><br /> My comrade in faith Desmond and I on my 21st! ;)<br /><br />There are actually many other things i would like to share, about my job at Arrow, my remaining months in ASD, my 21st birthday.. But yea i guess i'll leave that for another time. Before i end off, i'll just like to share some good quotes i found after reading a little bit of the article sent by my wonderful IIC PingShun. We studied into it in hope of understanding how we can help one of our member better. These articles are actually called the UK Express, which is also the monthly publication of SGI-UK. The one i read is the 1996 feb issue, it touches on many different topics and the one i covered for on the last one hour is on the topic of Sexuality. <br />Yes, what a sensitive and subjective topic, however much ppl might not want to approach this topic, especially so in the Asian context, as SGI members who practice ND Buddhism, we should all the more embrace and understand it, since Buddhism is all-encompassing eh haha.<br /><br />Because i feel that i dun have a good grasp of the topic yet, i shall not comment much but instead share the beautiful quotes and the writer's summary i came across in the article. =)<br /><br />"Desire cannot really be Extinguished; it can either be suppressed from the conscious to the subconscious level of the psyche... or alternatively it can be oriented deliberately to objectives that are right for oneself and are good for one's fellow human beings and for the universe as a whole."<br />~ Arnold Toynbee in his dialogue with Daisaku Ikeda.<br /><br />"Buddhism regards our sexuality as one of our earthly desires. There is no judgement about our sexuality being good or bad - It just is. Whether our sexuality is expressed in a positive or negative way is up to us, depending to a great extent on our life state when we express it. (or decide not to)"<br />~ Unknown source<br /><br />"In my heart i cherish some faith in the Lotus Sutra, but my body, while outwardly human, is fundamentally that of an animal, which once subsisted on fish and fowl and was conceived of the male and female fluids. My spirit dwells in this body like the moon reflected in the muddy pond or gold wrapped in the filthy bag."<br /><br />~Nichiren Daishonin on the importance of the relationship between Buddhahood and our physical selves. <br /><br />"When we are comfortable with our identity we make a valuable contribution to the society of which we are members. When our actions are based on our greater, stronger selves, we can create value, but we have to know ourselves to do this with confidence. Whatever the vagaries of society, Buddhism is the one constant, teaching respect for oneself and others. As Daisaku Ikeda said recently, 'Nothing is greater or worthier of respect than yoursel - this is the message that the Lotus sutra calls out to each and every individual."<br /><br />~Concluding para of the writer of the UK Express.<br /><br /><br />PS: If u are interested in this UK express 1996 feb issue feel free to ask me for a copy. Will send u online Tsk. And HAppy Vesak DAy!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-7564618001654366768?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-2695140637245675272011-02-28T07:02:00.000-08:002011-02-28T09:04:22.986-08:00The last one month after i ORDed was definitely a well-fought struggle, although most of the time i was at home staring at the laptop. Imagine looking for a temp job for over 4 weeks and not settling on one! It certainly brings depression into the protagonist. Tsk, Im just glad it's over. <br /> <br />30 days ago, for the first time, i set a specific prayer to the Gohonzon.<br />i prayed for a job that: <br />1.) Pays well. 2.) Good exposure. 3.) To be settled and confirmed by 1st March. <br /><br />It has been a long 30 days journey. <br />A journey accompanied by both hope and disappointment, and again, and again. <br />After each interview, when the rejection was confirmed, I was challenged to question my self worth, to question my faith. It wasn't easy, but I held on to my beads, and i kept praying. Renewing my determination to succeed after each defeat.<br /><br />Towards the end of the 4th job hunting week, my mum made me realize that my expectations were too high, that i was just trying to compare myself to my friends who had higher paying jobs. I have no prior admin experience, who am i to bargain with the agents or the employers to give me a good temp pay. <br />Hence, i decided to lower my expectations and accept the first offer i think is good enough. This simple realization seemed to change the circumstances immediately.<br /><br />Last Friday morning, I was at Recrui*xpress signing the contract for the admin position in Loyang ( $7 per hr ), halfway through the process, i was interrupted by a call by Kell* services, telling me that i was supposed to be at their office at 11 to sign another contract with them for the bank admin position, insisting that they had notified me bout my confirmation through mail already (which i haven received). Therefore, thinking that a bank has better exposure (pay wise still $7 per hr), i decided to go with the bank admin position at harbor front. The signing of contract was den postponed to Monday(today). On the same afternoon, i received yet another call, this time from a manager of Aero*. Introducing me to a job that i applied for a week ago. The pay was attractive, location is at Chaichee, thus i decided to go for the interview on Monday(today). Arranging everything nicely, the interview was set b4 the signing of the contract of kell services, hence i have to be a b4stard if i passed the interview, which means i will have to reject Kell service's contract. <br />This morning, of course the interview went well and i signed the contract on the spot. The pay was much higher then i expected. The location is near. The exposure is good (my title is Learning and development specialist), and today is 28th feb. I'll start work nex monday. =D Sorry Kell.<br /><br /><br />Looking back, i deeply realize that everything happens for a reason. The obstacles all occurred to test my character and build my strength. Through this past 1.5 month i clearly understood the meaning of "no prayers go unanswered".<br />I'm so thankful and grateful to the Gohonzon. =)<br /><br /><br />PS: "Faith is inextinguishable hope. The practice of faith is a struggle to realize our desires. The basis of this practice is prayer. Through prayer, hope turns into confidence. This spirit of confidence unfolds in three thousand ways, finally resulting in the attainment of our hopes. therefore, we must never give up."<br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">Daisaku Ikeda</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-HqGHdLUFPBc/TWvVPq3LnqI/AAAAAAAAAFE/hShgoRtrgBM/s1600/mingyuan%2Bon%2Blaptop.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-HqGHdLUFPBc/TWvVPq3LnqI/AAAAAAAAAFE/hShgoRtrgBM/s320/mingyuan%2Bon%2Blaptop.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5578787028608982690" /></a><br /><br />Spamming my resume to various agencies and employers for the past 3 weeks!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-269514063724567527?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-89432890081817994122011-02-11T07:08:00.000-08:002011-02-11T07:08:23.848-08:00<iframe width="425" height="344" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/Jl3lV7xHVqg?fs=1" frameborder="0" allowFullScreen=""></iframe><br /><br />Finally found the song. =) <br />Catchy chorus from korean drama Cinderella man. <br />Spent like 2 days finishing the whole 16 episodes.<br />Great actor, poor actress. But a drama worthwhile to watch.<br />Shd i accept the job, or wait for a better offer to come. <br /><br />PS: Rotting away..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-8943289008181799412?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-998725928729632922010-12-02T07:27:00.000-08:002010-12-02T07:33:58.820-08:00i think that i watched too much vampire diaries lately. I just enjoy such shows. Vampires.. romance..... Adding this 2 category tgt gives u my fav kind of drama. Pretty attractive gals and mysterious charming guys. <br /><br />Im finally gg for the mini op tmr. Hope all turns well!<br /><br />PS: People wif great aspirations will never not succeed.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-99872592872963292?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-49495981530525459572010-11-29T07:41:00.000-08:002010-11-29T07:42:09.937-08:00Peter Parker: Whatever comes our way, whatever battle we have raging inside us, we always have a choice. My friend Harry taught me that. He chose to be the best of himself. It's the choices that make us who we are, and we can always choose to do what's right.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-4949598153052545957?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-64721101057214129152010-11-24T04:35:00.000-08:002010-11-24T05:27:54.497-08:00The room temperature feels so cold to me, even though the air-con wasn't on. Something is wrong with my body.<br /><br />Im on leave! For the next 1 week or so. And den i'll be having my implant removal on dec 3rd. Not looking forward to it, but not worried bout it either. I guess i will feel the full impact once i enter the operating room lol. <br /><br />This morning, i decided to go to the library for a change from my unhealthy dota lifestyle. I realize that to discipline myself to read, i must first find a suitable environment. For the next couple of hours, i read a variety of books ranging from my own 'human revolution' book to the economics book and den to the psychological ones. (2 of them)<br /><br />One of my objectives of visiting the library is to explore the options i might want to venture into in the future. Recently, i have been pondering over this problem. Which course to go, what kind of job to take? Is FASS the right decision? I cant seem to come to a conclusion. Psychology was what i intended to go for, but the journey will not be easy. My english izzint impressive, my family's financial problem, and im not very sure myself if it is field i want to be in for my life. So why psychology in the first place? I have contemplated this question many times. There are some reasons why i first wanted to be a psycologist. But the reality in Singapore make it such that if i were to aspire to be one, i would be impractical judging from my present circumstances. Haiz. Shd i just appeal to go to the popular business course? In which there are more prospects and market in Singapore. And I do not have to study for long too. But can get in first den say ah...<br /><br />Another thing i must declare today. I became a hero!<br />I was reading my book halfway when i saw 2 malay dudes tempering with a girl's(who wasnt there and was seating 2 seats away from me) items. 1 of em was fiddling the notes, while the other took the bag away. I confirmed with the lady seating beside 'her' that it was a girl who was seating there. And i started to give chase! they were 10 metres ahead of me, and after 1 min of chase, i managed to catch up with the bag holder outside the library. I told them to pass back the bag, and dey gave me crap reason like it is their friend's bag and that their friend told them to take for her, (yea right, So why din dey take the notes and the stationary?) I just told them that they are mistaken and that it is my friend's bag and if i can have it back. So dey just act blur, say sorry and returned it. The librarian whom i told about it manages to catch up only when the show was over, asking me why din i detain them, i just say dey returned it, so just let em go lo. Though actually i was very afraid. Given the high number of slashing cases out there recently, i must say i summoned up alot of courage today. Haha. <br />I was thinking if i dun stand up, who would? If i see a crime being committed, how can i turn a blind eye and act ignorant? i must say the truth and uphold it if it is withing my capability. <br />Those were some of the thoughts running thru my head bak den...<br /><br />Thankfully nothing was missing, the lucky girl even gave me a thank you note before she left. Sweet of her ;D<br /><br />PS: Just to share abit on what she wrote in the letter, she mentioned that<br /> "I defied the 'diffusion of responsibility' theory." <br /> Lol check it out @ http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Diffusion_of_responsibility<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-6472110105721412915?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-43883122525156015332010-11-14T06:21:00.000-08:002010-11-14T07:01:06.816-08:00Its been awhile. Best buddy Stanley finally enlisted last week. And he's coming out this week. Thx 2 Hari-raya. <br /><br />After close to 2months of "struggle". Shakubuku campaign is ending. <br />The location this time round is in Kovan. LY house. Great place. We did our 1hr daimoku and gongyo there every night there. Snacks and drinks provided each time. Of coz i wasnt there every night. Just sometimes. <br />I did not manage to do any shakubuku successfully this year. I did try, but i guess i din try my best. <br /><br />Got to admit, I started out in the wrong momentum. My Honzon was wrong. <br />Through this campaign, i manage to see how mess up i am. Made me realize some truth bout myself. And the truth hurts. <br />All the while i was convincing myself to do Shakubuku, but i just couldnt find enough reason to really shakubuku anione. Maybe all i could manage is give my 5 cents worth. And thats not how it's done during campaign period. <br /><br />There is much to say, but i guess the following concludes:<br /> <br />"I have minimum control of my life, hence my environment."<br /><br />My life state can be symbolic to the water, and the environment my container. I just take up any shape my environment provides. Maybe solidifying every once in a while, refusing to submit to the routine life. But in the end, i just give in.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-4388312252515601533?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-65204263904568209572010-09-10T07:02:00.001-07:002010-09-10T07:30:13.019-07:00Im glad. Today's meeting took off and ended on a good note. I enjoyed doing the emcee wif zhiheng and i guess everyone else enjoyed the asd meeting too. =) <br />Am really glad to see eugene come, he even brought a new friend who apparently started chanting already. Way to go man!<br />Went for badminton outing after that wif stan,tk and his HC friends. His friends were friendly and i enjoyed playing badminton again. Although i got another trashing by Stan ( My sec sch captain ) haha. This outing was actually a set-up to match him up and another gal (one of tk's friend) tgt. Too bad the gal showed up wif another friend, worst still, it is another boyfriend! And dey just got tgt 2 weeks ago.<br />Haha. What a waste, things might be different if the outing was planned earlier.<br /><br />PS: I guess it will be some time b4 i see those smiles again. <br />I took them for granted, and i'll be missing it soon. ZaiJian<br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/NOaYUy-c3rE?fs=1&amp;hl=en_GB"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/NOaYUy-c3rE?fs=1&amp;hl=en_GB" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-6520426390456820957?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-52261721496369292352010-07-25T08:14:00.000-07:002010-07-25T08:36:54.059-07:00"Everything happens for a reason." I kept telling myself, despite the fact that im very much affected by what had recently happen in my workplace. To cut short, there was a shuffle of responsibilities in my department and i felt that i was'nt given what i tot i deserved. I felt that it is unfair. I did not voice out however, the decision afterall has been made. In the end, i was put in the ranks with those deemed as 'inefficient' or 'not useful' soldiers. Thou im a 3rd sergeant.<br /><br />i guess it is my egoism that is biting me. For the last 2 weeks or so, I chanted to be the best soldier, knowing that it is very unlikely, near impossible, i still chanted for it hoping that i can find some meaning or motivation in my workplace.<br />Now, such a demoralising thing happen, i couldnt help but feel upset and indignant about it. I decided to pour all my unhappiness and anguish on the gohonzon, hoping for an answer. <br /><br />After doing gongyo, i flipped the daily calender guidance to 26th July (monday). It reads "Never be shaken, no matter what happens or what others may say. Never be flustered, never lose confidence. This is the way we should strive to live our lives. Being able to do so is a sign of genuine character." <br />This guidance seems to be for me. I was glad. <br /><br />If there is smth that i have been lacking in my life, that will be confidence. Do not be fake by the cheerful upfront i put up every now and den. Im actually a person with quite a low self-esteem, someone who loses confidence in himself very quickly everytime smth disappointing happens. <br />I realized that the reason for what has happened in camp recently is to test my confidence. Therefore helping me to work on my weakness. <br />Well, at least now theres a defined positive attitude for me to take on in order to confront what im facing now. <br />Lets just say, I must not lose confidence in my ability! <br /><br />PS: If you are half-hearted in work, you never be able to give your best in faith.<br /><br />Being able to live my vow each day, is the happiest thing i can derive from.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-5226172149636929235?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-20320759359328886842010-07-22T07:34:00.000-07:002010-07-22T07:45:13.457-07:001 hour of daimoku a day! <br />It's the only thing i can do now to prove my worth. If there's any left.<br /><br />Watched the Youth video that will be screening during the discussion meeting today.<br />My eyes went teary. I can finally feel for the people who used to say 'Sensei seemed to be saying those words for me to hear.'<br />Certain things are taken for granted. Im glad I am able to feel abit more for Sensei now. I really am touched when he talked about the right attitude towards life. Sincerity is the word. He reminds us that no matter what happens, always strive to be an upright and honest person, never scheming. Although sincere ppl are always taken advantage, bad-mouthed, what matters most is that we continue to live true to ourself. It doesnt matter what other ppl say, human minds are fickle, they are bound to change under the influence of the environment. <br /><br />I pray that the coming discussion meeting and campus dialogue will be a success.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-2032075935932888684?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-53607242650019656882010-06-20T08:48:00.001-07:002010-06-20T09:07:10.657-07:00Every drip of water makes the ocean. <br />Every little effort each one of us put gives rise to a great change, to new possibilities.<br />It starts with one person to have the courage to stand up for what is right. This will den ingnite the flame of courage of the rest to follow suit.<br /><br /><br />German poet Johann wolfgang Goethe wrote in one of his poems:<br /><br />Possesions lost -- Little lost<br />Just reflect on urself<br />And acquire new ones<br />Honour lost -- Much lost<br />Just gain a good reputation<br />And people will change their minds<br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">Courage</span> lost -- All lost<br />It would have been better not to have been born<br /><br />Thou we may one day be stripped of both possesions and honour, let us never lose the belief and courage to rise again. <br /><br />Ikeda Sensei writes: <br />Daimoku is powerful source of courage, it is the spark that starts the engine of courage running. Chanting daimoku is also an act of courage in itself.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-5360724265001965688?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-16699634569467989732010-06-13T08:13:00.000-07:002010-06-13T08:46:29.041-07:00Ex Molar is finally over. This time round, the field camp really is meaningless. The most useful thing i learned is, how to build a tent. Haha tats it, all i do is saikang over the last few days. <br />My life condition has plunged so low last few days, due to the lack of sleep, proper food and the flu attack. Luckily the youth gathering still pulled off, thou tk and cm cmi. The food was good, all thanks to doreen. <br />During the sharing session, keyang asked why his schizophrenia has'nt recovered even after 7 years of practice. It came as a surprise and a few of the leaders just gave their own opinions and standard answers. I also spoke up and assured him that he was improving and shd continue to do his best. <br />On the way home wif keyang, i wanted to tok to him regarding what he said in the meeting, becoz i felt that the answers given to him might not have been sufficient for him, so i casually asked why he suddenly tok bout his illness, it had been some time since he mentioned bout it. <br />He said to me cheerfully,<br />"The floor was quiet and the leader seemed to be looking around hoping for response, so i raised up my hand to tok bout my illness. It felt better after saying it out."<br />I was touched. It didnt cross my mind that he would have such a considerate intention. I was really happy for him. Guess his long hours of chanting made him fill wif compassion and kindness. <br />He is always telling me how much he wants to recover from his mental problem, and that he had been chanting abundant daimoku lately, even up to 2 hours in one shot lately. And i always tell him to be patient. That he is doing improving each time. <br />I was impressed by belief and conviction he has in the gohonzon. His conviction is such that just by chanting alone will help him recover. <br />And when i thought of how i try to solve my own problems, i realize my conviction lose to him entirely. <br /><br />PS: I really mind how ppl say about me. No matter how much i hate this fact. <br /> Have to be stronger.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-1669963456946798973?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-21442989264874577222010-04-13T10:21:00.000-07:002010-04-13T10:38:06.191-07:00It's april 14 again. My mum lamented as she rmbed how old she is today. To me, she's as young as eva, always brimming wif joy and courage towards life. No matter how dark smths our world gets, she will always help us face it as thou it is a great day.<br /><br />I chanted wif her for the first hour of her birthday. I can nv thank her enulf. <br />She faced so much hardships all her life and still continue to even at this age of hers. When will I ever be able to carry this load for her. Right now, i can only support. And the only way i can is thru faith. <br /><br />I see now dat he is the manifestation of all my negative sides, that he is der to test and affirm the str of my faith, that he is my worst nightmare, my worst enemy, my nemesis, that he is der to either bring me down once more or forge me into a person who can overcome anithing, that he is the devil of the 6th heaven.<br />I must nv be defeated.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/S8Sr5T36dhI/AAAAAAAAAEo/Tg8byJHo5Ew/s1600/mummi.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/S8Sr5T36dhI/AAAAAAAAAEo/Tg8byJHo5Ew/s320/mummi.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5459677649355568658" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-2144298926487457722?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-363651455814055142010-03-30T07:16:00.000-07:002010-03-30T07:32:12.781-07:00This evening, i went to HQ wif my mum to see our mentor in video. I was relieved and happy to see him more youthful and vibrant den ever. Looks like he is still going strong. =) <br />This day, he shared alot about Johann Wolfgang Goethe, a german writer/poet/philosopher. This person is someone whom Ikeda sensei feels deep respect for. I always rmb Sensei qouting so many of Goethe's wise words, he must be someone who played a significant role as a teacher to Ikeda Sensei. <br />In the video, Sensei shares about how much Goethe's philosophies and principles coincide intricately wif the principles of Nichiren Daishonin's Buddhism. For example, Goethes encourages dialogue, friendship and emphasizes on the imptance of an ever-victorious spirit. This resembles alot of what Soka Gakkai is doing today. Home visits to conduct H2H dialogue wif members and friends, forging strong comradeships wif fellow friends / members, and doing human revolution to keep improving and winning in our daily life. <br />Although the video only screened for awhile, it was definitely a good one and im sure it had encouraged and inspired many fellow members and leaders today. ;)<br /><br />PS: <br />DO not hesitate <br />Do not be a coward<br />While the crowd is still in delay<br />Grasp the understanding quickly <br />and take swift action. ~Ikeda Sensei<br /><br />Those words seemed to be meant for me.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-36365145581405514?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-47380813649466272732010-03-27T21:43:00.000-07:002010-03-27T21:50:02.684-07:00<object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/gAkZkN3qpAY&hl=en_GB&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/gAkZkN3qpAY&hl=en_GB&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></ <br /> <br /><span style="font-style:italic;">Once in a while <br />You are in my mind <br />I think about the days that we had <br />And i dream that these would all come back to me <br />If only you knew every moment in time <br />Nothing goes on in my heart <br />Just like your memories <br />How I want here to be with you <br />Once more <br /> <br />You will always gonna be the one <br />And you should know <br />How I wish I could have never let you go <br />Come into my life again <br />Oh, don't say no <br />You will always gonna be the one in my life <br />So true, I believe i can never find <br />Somebody like you <br />my first love <br /> <br />Once in awhile <br />Your are in my dreams <br />I can feel the warmth of your embrace <br />And I pray that it will all come back to me <br />If only you knew every moment in time <br />Nothing goes on in my heart <br />Just like your memories <br />And how I want here to be with you <br />Once more <br />yah yah yah <br /> <br />You will always be inside my heart <br />And you should know <br />How I wish I could have never let you go <br />Come into my life again <br />Please don't say no <br />Now and forever you are still the one <br />In my heart <br />So true, I believe I could never find <br />Somebody like you <br />My first love <br />oh oh <br /> <br />You will always gonna be the one <br />And you should know <br />How I wish I could have never let you go <br />Come into my life again <br />Oh, don't say no <br />You will always gonna be the one <br />So true, I believe I could never find <br />Now and forever </span> <br /> <br />Wishes to play for this song 1 day. =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-4738081364946627273?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-13054194967849716782010-03-27T10:19:00.000-07:002010-03-27T21:19:17.679-07:00Tonite was the 2nd time i watched the SYM english cast. Sadly i cant get my hands on chinese tics. But this 2nd time i watched, it was fulfilling. It was touching. <br />This 2nd time i watched, i paid more attention to the words spoken by my mentors, Ikeda and Toda senseis. I paid more attention to the music and melody that touches my heart. Perhaps it's the life condition that matters. The first time i watched the cast, i had a bad hair day. But not today. My eyes went teary towards the end, i was surprised, this din happen the first time i watched. <br />Is it due to the melody, or is it for my mentor, or is it for both. <br /><br /><br />DLBTC on friday tot about <br />- the importance of a vow, A Vow for kosen-rufu, a vow to be victorious. The question is, can i live up to it. <br /><br />- Sansho Shima will always attack ur weakest point. The key is, many in body 1 in mind, Comrades of faith must fight together. <br /><br />- Daimoku, just like the roar of the lion king that chases the enemies away, it tames the devilish functions. We must have the heart of the lion king!<br /><br />PS: THe Gohonzon has the power to change Misfortune into good fortune, Evil into good, and gain into lost. ~ Toda Sensei<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-1305419496784971678?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-46173006913417972602010-03-18T23:13:00.000-07:002010-03-18T23:28:05.743-07:00I realized that i wasnt the kind of person i tot i was. <br />Was i deceiving myself all along or just playing ignorance. <br />Understanding oneself can be the most difficult thing on earth. <br /><br />Being sensitive to other people's feelings. Is it a good or bad thing. <br />"I always tot that it is wrong to neglect other people's feelings." <br />But den i realized i wasnt as considerate as i make myself out to be. <br />To put it more accurately, i shd rephrase the sentence to <br />"I am always concerned about how people view me." <br />So am i being sensitive to other people's feelings or am i just being sensitive person. Perhaps there is abit of both. But more of the later i guess. <br />Definitely this has to change, or i'll nv become victorious in anything i do in life.<br /><br />This i learnt from a friend of mine who is doing MLM. Putting his wholehearted belief on a certain something and promoting it with no regrets. <strong>No matter what others say.</strong> When i try to link this to what im doing in SSA. I realized im such a let-down. Im always too concerned with other people's point of view, rather den whether or not what im doing it with or w/o regrets. Thx Loy.<br /><br />PS: “If nobody ever worried about what was in other people’s heads, we’d all be 33 percent more effective in our lives and on your jobs.” <br />A qoute from the book 'the last lecture.' When will i ever learn. Or say, get rid of my self-centred nature. =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-4617300691341797260?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-11180125310998064302010-03-13T02:37:00.000-08:002010-03-13T02:58:14.652-08:00And 1 turned up from the east side! Hurray! At first i tot there wasnt anione but this TJC J1 gal later came on to join the grp. Haha. I was glad. Even if there is just 1 J1, i would still do my best. I have to admit thou, that i shd have changed my planning since it was a smaller grp. Instead of a group discussion, we were engaged in our individual discussion most of the time lol. We concluded by having our fellow apples and oranges enchange prayers and goals for the near future so that we could chant for each other. We skipped the 'friendship' item due to time constrain. Funny thing is, Leticia, Vice-Sd chief if im not wrong, shared what i had initially wanted but failed to share. Woots. 3 cheers to her. <br />The testimonials by Renzhi and Geneva is awesome. As well as the story by Huiping.<br />Just hope the new J1s will enjoy the asd meeting and look forward to the next. =)<br /><br /><br />PS: 1. I Mustnt be defeated by my emotions.<br /> 2. Hopes that i can rmb to chant for my 'orange' good time management in studies and CCAS, and to do well in her upcoming tests and promos.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-1118012531099806430?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-3719725587844849702010-02-13T07:46:00.000-08:002010-02-13T08:09:10.324-08:00Egg rolls, pineapple tarts, Orange Gums, Ang Paos and wishes are around the corner again. Just tat i still haven get into the mood yet, mayb after my first ang pao den i will ba ha. This year Chu 3 will be spending my CNY in camp, sukz but considered fortunate to those doing chu 1 and 2 le.<br /><br />Recently been seeing good people getting into bad consequences. Is this what dey call cause and effect.? <br /><br />1 guy whom i din really like actually turned out to be someone who helps me realize my own mistake. I really have to be aware of my surroundings and be like a lau chiau. What TK says really is true to a certain extent, u cant grow if u're always stuck in ur comfort zone, always stick to the ppl u feel comfy with. Instead, u will onli grow if u learn how to communicate wif people u have problem being with. <br /><br />Been watching too much Hk drama "My date wif a vampire 2". Really brings back memories, my childhood number 1 favourite show. I realized i din noe much about the show when i watch it years back, now dat i watch it again, it brings up emotions not brought up den.. Great show indead. Thou its old school lol.<br /><br />A catchphrase frm the show "Thou i noe that the one I loved most izzint u, but i noe the one who loved me most must be you, that is enough." <br /><br />Happi chinese tiger new year peeps =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-371972558784484970?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-14230268849232944332010-01-24T05:12:00.000-08:002010-01-24T05:34:31.452-08:00It's Sunday ! And what a busy day it had been, am so shack right now. <br />Lectured a small part about 3 proofs in the morning study meeting, Emceed for Zadankai in the afternoon, followed by dialogue wif a close friend of mine. Am totally drained. <br /><br />Someone told me, always clear your doubts with your leaders. Because even 1 small one can result in a devastating backdrop in ur faith. <br />Though i dun really have much doubts, i do have many questions regarding how i should approach certain things in life. <br />Guess i had been doing it the wrong way. Right now, my prayers should really be more self-less. (Less of myself and more of others) Since i have only been focusing on my own problems recently, i wasnt able to bring out the compassion and strength into my daily life. How den am i able to solve my own problems. <br />I am really an impatient person. <br /><br />I guess it's really during those low periods of our life where we should reaffirm our faith, and the path we should take in life. <br /><br /><br />PS: <br />It is the seeking spirit that is important, so that we shall never be arrogant.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-1423026884923294433?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-81209293438064822102010-01-15T06:18:00.000-08:002010-01-15T06:48:06.525-08:00A wake up call from hell i just received few days back. At the top of his voice, my sgt screamed at me for not doing my assigned duty on time. Allowing my co-workers to suffer while im 'slacking' in the mess room. Thou i have no idea dey were. <br />Oh well, i have my reasons, but thinking twice, arguing bout whos right or wrong izzint the point. The point is, i allow myself to be selfish and lazy recently, thinking about the easiest way out, hence the berserker's call was brought forth to me. From a positive point of view, it shows how high his expectation my sgt have on me. As an ammo tech haha.<br /><br />Just finished reading this book called 'increasing your financial IQ' by the author of 'rich dad poor dad' Robert T.Kiyosaki. An interesting book indeed, it talks about how the rules of money had change since 1971, bout how house is no longer an asset, but a liability, about not how much money you own that makes u rich, but is how much financial IQ you have that makes you rich. The 5 IQs are, 1.) making money 2.) protecting your money 3.) budgeting your money 4.) leveraging ur money 5.)improving your financial infomation. <br /><br />1 impt i like mentioned in his book is his explanation of the 3 basic parts of our brain. Left, right and subconsious. <br />Below is a breif description of the subconscious brain;<br />It includes the 'old brain', often called the primitive brain. It does not think, but rather reacts, fights fless, or freezes. It determines if a person is a success or failure in life, love, health and money. It is the most powerful part of the brain, especially in pressure situations. From Gardner's work, the intrapersonal intelligence would most relate to the subconscious mind. Ppl with high intrapersonal mind have the ability to control the subconscious brain's desire to fight, flee, or freeze. The have the intelligence to choose the appropriate subconscious response. If angry, they can speak calmly. If afraid, they can confront their fear. Learning to choose your subconsious state of mind before thinking and making decisions is very impt. <br /><br />Why i like this is becoz i can closely relate this to the practice of chanting. The similarity lies in that during chanting, I am actually choosing my subconsious state of mind to be the most positive and courageous state. Such practice daily is <br />imperative for a lazy person like me to keep in mind the kind of person i wan to be and the things i wan to achieve in my life. Been slacking alot in terms of chanting, attributing to the many unpleasant situations that happened recently that can actually be avoided if i maintained my high life condition thru daily chanting. Til next time. =)<br /><br />PS: It is not always wise to continually advance in a battle. At certain times, you may have to retreat. What is impt is to continue to do your best, even though at times you may have to take a step back. <br /><br />Have not been doing my best in certain things, due to selfish reasons, i guess it's time to wake up my mind again.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-8120929343806482210?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-66006947814056966012010-01-06T07:44:00.001-08:002010-01-06T07:53:48.863-08:00F&F stands for Frank and fruitful meeting. <br />That is the name i give to the daily family meeting after each chanting session at home.<br />Today marks its first ever F&F meeting. <br />The goal of the meeting, of coz was to analyze the problems the family is facing and thru frank discussion, hope to come into a conclusion and find a solution to the problem. Also, it is also a chance to bond the family. How great. =)<br /><br />I hope this meeting i kicked off would continue to be held regularly. And prove its worth in the near future. <br /><br />PS: Full steam ahead towards achieving a financially free and secure family. <br /><br />Faith, Study and practice. Faith to acquire the wisdom to put good use of my knowledge. Study to gain the knowledge, and practice to transform faith into action.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-6600694781405696601?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-42531031945537956062009-12-23T09:08:00.000-08:002009-12-23T09:31:47.187-08:00Its the christmas season again. But i just cannot feel it. Guess it's becoz im spending the christmas eve and post christmas day in camp. Sad life. <br />Santa claus pls come visit me if u can, im in Paya lebar ammo depot fyi. :)<br />'Last Christmas' is still my no.1 favourite christmas song =D<br /><br />Today, i finally finished the first book of HR. (Vol 1- 6) Now i noe abit more about Toda and the struggles Soka gakkai faced in its initial stage. <br />It took me bout almost 9 months omg. Although there were many pauses along the way. I also finished the first 6 volumes of NHR already yay. Wonder if i shd proceed if HR 2 or NHR. Oh well, c which book i can get my hands on first. <br /><br />Here's a spoiler for the last few pages for HR. <br />"A passage from a sutra reads, 'if you wish to repent, then sit upright and behold the ultimate reality. Then all you sins will thoroughly vanish, like frost ordew before the sun of wisdom.' As this line teaches, if you devote yourselves wholeheartedly to the practice of faith and propagation activities, you can definitely change your negative destiny into causes for the happiest state of life -- one in which you will be certain that you have come into this world to enjoy yourselves."<br /><br /><br /> In the past, i always shirk away responsibilities, and am always afraid of assuming them, just staying in my comfort zone would satisfy my whole being. Escapism, so dey say, is one of my weakness. <br />Im 19, no longer a kid. I shd seriously ponder upon and take up responsibility to solve my family's problem, despite how much i dread it. <br /><br />I must change my family's financial karma! <br /><br /><br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/wK2UA6NoDmM&hl=en_GB&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/wK2UA6NoDmM&hl=en_GB&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />Nt very pretty, but absolutely charming. ;)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-4253103194553795606?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-21479640319206145762009-12-13T04:57:00.001-08:002009-12-13T05:46:13.862-08:00Godfrey of Ibelin: Be without fear in the face of your enemies. Be brave and upright that God may love thee. Speak the truth always, even if it leads to your death. Safeguard the helpless and do no wrong. That is your oath.<br />Godfrey of Ibelin: [cuffs Balian with the back of his hand] And that's so you remember it.<br /><br />This was a scene acted out by Orlando Bloom as Balian in the Movie <br />'Kingdom of Heaven'. Great show indeed.<br /><br />During the morning gongyo, a senior leader shared about this as he reflected upon why Orlando Bloom, apparently a Soka member, also now a district leader and Gajokai member, presented a sword to Ikeda Sensei. He was enlightened when he coincidentally came upon the show "kingdom of heaven" a few nights later. <br />He presented a sword as a pledge to Sensei that he will fight for Kosen-rufu for the rest of his life, so to say he will speak the truth for the rest of his life, even if he is to lose it. Ikeda sensei then touched his cheeks with his palm, touched by his words. <br /><br /><br />Today Zadankai is a great success! Everyone did their part well (especially the testimonial by jeff and kimberly) and the time didnt exceed too much. Am very thankful that i didnt screw up my part as an emcee lol. Thank Kimberly for being such a wonderful emcee partner. Nv complaining and always so encouraging. I was so frustrated, staying up thru late nights for past few days becoz of many things. An exam in SOA(sch of ammo) to pass so as to get 3SG, holding conversations late at night to encourage a friend, gyming, preparing for emcee, preparing for guitar song-singing next next monday, blah blah blah. So dam pack. <br /><br />However, on hindsight, it really helped me train up to plan and coordinate many things in a short period. I learned that specific planning for the following day or today is very impt. It helps us get things done that shd be done on the day itself. And yeap strong and focus ichinen during chanting is very impt in order to fulfill one's task for the day. <br /><br /><br /><br />Faith into action. Faith into action. Faith into action. Faith into action. Faith into action. Faith into action. Faith into action. Faith into action. Faith into action. Faith into action. Faith into action. Faith into action. Faith into action. Faith into action. Faith into action. Faith into action. Faith into action. Faith into action. Faith into action. Faith into action. Faith into action. Faith into action. Faith into action. Faith into action. Faith into action. Faith into action. <br /><br />Must always take action after planning and deciding upon smth! If not how much daimoku we chant wont realize its full benefit within us.<br /><br /><br />PS: Each time i try to shakubuku a person, i realize a new weakness in me. I den try to overcome and change it, and thus doing my human revolution.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-2147964031920614576?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-58193567312115469082009-11-21T08:22:00.000-08:002009-11-21T09:26:04.567-08:00Wa! Saw angela Zhang Shao Han in Person this afternoon at IMM. It was her Qian chang hui. I couldnt believe i would eva go for such an event, if not for a friend. DAmm that WEngy owe me 1. And thanks Sam for accompanying me all the way. A Friend in need is a friend in deed =)<br /><br />Well, first time squeezing thru a bunge of fanatics into the queue, man i am so disgraced by myself. But doing this for a good friend, i guess it's worth it. In the end, managed to get angela's signature on 2 covers and give her wengsoon's card. Mission completed. I stumbled on my words when i was 1 metre away from her, <br />i said : Xing ku le, yao qian hen duo ming. <br />And she looked at me wif a smile and : huh? <br />I continued to mumble: Wo peng you bu nen lai, ke shi ta jiao wo gei ni zhe.<br />I took out the present to pass it to her, AND THE PERSONNELS BESIDE HER TRIED TO STOP ME, THINKING THAT I WAN HER TO SIGN IT, but no, it was meant as a gift, not for smth for her to sign. So i explained to the 'guards' and dey took the gift hastily. Dammit! If onli i did not eat on my words. But.. Oh well, i done my best Weng. And she really sings very well, even on live, so brilliant, so wonderful.<br />Tried taking video of her but halfway NO BATT. Thats a shame..<br /><br />Been feeling rather confused and low last one week. i wonder why and tried to seek for an answer but arrived at none. It was so bad that i feel like i was going thru depression, i tried to mask it up by continue gg for house visit, encouraging members, family and friends. But i still find smth wrong inside me. I feel like my positive energy drained frm me. But today i felt much better already.. yesterday, after the souvenirs making ( When my spirit was still quite low ) i went to the ASD daimokukai. I went in the room quite early and only found 3 person der, i hesitated, den i went in again to chant. I chanted out loud, as if pouring my troubles to the gohonzon, wanting to search for an answer, at first, many doubts and negative tots flow thru my mind, i paused, try to get my prayers right, and chant again. This situation repeated for a few times, before finally, after half an hour, i was enjoying the chanting. By den the room was half-filled. During the chant, i was focusing on pingshun's and wensheng's daimoku, theirs was loud and filled with vigour, hence i felt great pacing with them, no wonder they say chanting daimoku in a group raises your lifeforce tremendously. I chanted for about 1.5 hours before the session stopped and the sharing began. Where wensheng invited a few of the j2s to share their experience in a level so far. Well, some were positive while some were not, there was 1 gal who shared that left an impression on me. She started out talking and after the 2nd sentence tears and redness start forming in her eyes, but she continued and shared about how she could not stop brooding over her GP paper, she felt that she might fail GP and den not able to go Uni. Wow, she really is 1 brave gal, being able to share all these despite the pain she is going thru. Im sure she feels much better after pouring it all out. I also learnt an important lesson from her that can apply to my current situation. I realized that, i am involving myself in alot of problems recently, even some that im not supposed to be involve but i still involved myself. Family, friends, work, finanacial, members of asd, district, new-members, etc. I realized that when ani of these concerns start to show signs of problems, i would also be affected, in turn, when i cant help the situation get better, i would affect the other areas of my concern, this aggravated other concerns and den furthur lead to a down spiral of my spirit. It all starts wif a single difficult problem that can throw u down. This is exactly why we tok about not brooding over other our completed papers when we still have other papers to sit for, we cannot let these past affect our present and future. Instead, it is precisely why we have to do better for the rest if we feel that we din do well for our completed papers. <br /><br />This is exactly why, i realized that chanting daimoku and sufficient rest is still key before trying to get my problems right. During chanting just now, i realized that, there are now so many problems on hand, it will be difficult to focus, as doing so might lead to negligent of other problems, that is so why i tot that i have to give my 100% to all my problems. And doing so would require alot of wisdom and lifeforce, and also i learn that i have to start planning. I nv had the habit of doing so, which is why i cant handle multiple situations at a time. I would be so frustrated and confused. I really have to buck myself up and to focus more on the positive happenings den on the negative happenings.<br /><br />PS: Still as beautiful.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-5819356731211546908?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-87819313024050376782009-11-19T23:00:00.000-08:002009-11-19T23:02:29.172-08:00Itachi: We only have each other as siblings, im always going to be there for you.<br /> Even if its only going to be an obstacle for you to overcome. <br /> Even if you hate me.<br /> That's what big brothers are for.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-8781931302405037678?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-41610839808255574692009-11-04T07:49:00.000-08:002009-11-04T08:27:39.342-08:00One point of time in life, u decided that u've reached ur limit, u give urself an impression that u've done ur best. It seems that animore efforts trying to soar higher only becomes futile and lead to undesirable consequences. U feel that u shd just let it be and feel contented with what u've already have, or done. <br />That's me, and many more of us. <br /><br />Be it in badminton, guitar, studies, or anithing else that requires time and effort to be good at. There is a time when I feel that enough is enough, that this is the best I can be, or that there is no point going further, or that I've simply lost interest. It is just like 3 fen zhong re du. The flame extinguishes as soon as a slight wind blow. How much i hate it, it becomes a part of me, w/o knowing, i started putting blocks infront of my goals and set limitations for how far i can reach.<br /><br />W/o a doubt, i've reached that impasses in life again. And i realized that not only today, but many other times in history i've reached this impasse. <br /><br />I realized, that b4 i start shakubuku again, i myself would have to make a breakthrough in life once more. <br /><br />Many a time in life, we would come across a situation whereby we have to face our fears and weaknesses. Yet often we would not acknowledge it choose the easy way out, that is to escape and avoid. <br />How many can confront it and win over it? i dunno man.<br />Can I?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-4161083980825557469?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-58374295389527806892009-10-31T09:37:00.000-07:002009-10-31T09:59:45.009-07:0018 days to November 18th. <br />18 days to make up for what i've lost, <br />18 days to transform my life again,<br />18 days to determine whether it's a win or lost.<br /><br />I have to give my all. <br />For this is the onli time.<br />To make that magnificent leap in life.<br />To prove the validity of the law. <br /><br />RHQ1 chief said smth that really reafirms me about the power of the Mystic law.<br />He said that there is no way we cant make it possible, there is always a reason why we are unable to accomplish it. It is just up to us to make that effort to really make the "impossible" possible. It all just boils down to ur sincerity and conviction.<br /><br /><br />2hrs daimoku<br />Daily dialogue<br />Daily Guidance <br /><br /><br />PS: A swan seems to swim calmly, but under the water, invisible to us, it paddles unceasingly. Similarly, the buddhist has a vigorous daily practice that, while not effortless, smoothes the way for things to go right in life.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-5837429538952780689?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-91763015382755298702009-10-22T20:17:00.000-07:002009-10-22T21:02:44.490-07:00#%^&*!@#%^& Bang bang bang bang bang #%^&*(@#%^&*)_<br /><br />Take aim... Inhale... exhale 50%... Hold your breath..... BANG.<br /> <br />The ATP shooting shd had lasted for only 1 day for most soldiers. My group's shoot was on wednesday. Out of 7 PYAD personnels, matt and I failed. I couldnt believe i woulda failed. I nv tot i would. <br />Was so so ashame and sad. The worst thing was, those who failed have to join grp 2 on thursday to RESHOOT. What crap, after 1 day 1 night of shooting, so shack already, still have to shoot again on thursday. Besides, no bus indented for pyad, so must make our way down to SAFTI early in the morning!!! And i stay in the east. "WTH! No way am i going to shoot again tmr. Must take MC." I tot to myself. Matt already decided to take MC. My friends and sergeants also advised me to take. Hence i already made up my mind not to go. However, i changed my mind on the same night. <br /><br />Reason???<br />Becoz of a friend. Rather, a comrade of faith. <br />I sent to him an email talking about the importance of a proactive attitude just 4 days ago. Hence, when i told him about me taking MC tmr, he said he was disappointed, and asked me if i still rmbed the email i sent him. At first i pretended i knew, thou i forgotten. He didnt ask further, just asking me to take care. When i reached home arnd 11 plus, i read the email again. <br />Right den, i understood. Therefore, i decided to proceed for the 2nd day shoot, alone from my camp with other camp ppl. Took the mrt wif my LBV and helmet. Lmao i must be a joke in the train. Buten it paid off as i passed the shoot on the 2nd day. Made new friends too, 1 of them called jialiang, he was a reshooter also, and also a friend of elroy, and the best thing was, we both got the same score for the 1st and 2nd day shoot. We both just passed wif a score of 18/36 for the 2nd day shoot. Wahaha risky. Thanks to maj low, 2lt ng, and 3sg elroy for helping and guiding us throughout the shoot. And also Desmond for reminding me the impt of a proactive attitude. <br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">The Important of a Proactive Attitude<br /></span><br /><br />Ikeda: At this moment somewhere in the world, there must be children who cry out from the depths of their being, "I want to learn!" Children whose countries become battlegrounds cannot go to school. Neither can children who are ill. There are also those who cannot afford to go to school. And there are children who die without ever knowing that something called education exists.<br /><br />Interviewer: Some feel restricted by not being able to go to school, while others feel restricted if they have to go to school. Would it be fair to say then that whether one feels free or restricted is not determined by one's external circumstances?<br /><br />Ikeda: Yes. It is determined by how enthusiastic one is about life. Of course, a favorable environment is important, but essentially that too is determined by one's willpower. This is what I want people to remember more than anything.<br />This goes for everything in life, not just going to school. If one becomes passive, one will find oneself restricted, regardless of how free the environment is in which one lives. Conversely, if one maintains a proactive attitude, one will find oneself free, no matter how restricted one's environment might be.<br />According to Buddhism, true freedom means the caliber or mental capacity that enables one to cope with any circumstances. Those with such a capacity can enjoy freedom even in prison, which is one of the most restricted conditions in the world. My mentor, Josei Toda, second Soka Gakkai president, attained enlightenment in the depressing environment of a wartime prison in Japan. Though his body was physically restricted, his mind enjoyed a spiritual condition as liberated as someone journeying freely throughout the universe.<br /><br />Interviewer: In simple terms, one's caliber or mental capacity means the degree of strength one's will or heart has.<br /><br />Ikeda: Yes, you may explain it like that. To strengthen one's will or heart, one should challenge oneself to do everything that needs to be done in the present. One should never escape from the task one needs to carry out. By challenging oneself and making continuous efforts, one will naturally-grow stronger.<br />With such strength, one will be able to liberate oneself I think this is the case with disciplines such as playing the piano, writing calligraphy and playing sports. In order to perform free of constraints in one's field of activities, one needs to acquire capability and strength. To that end, there are times when one must completely dedicate oneself to strenuous training, even putting oneself in restricted conditions. True capability and strength cannot be obtained by avoiding difficulties and doing only what one wants to do.<br /><br />Interviewer: I see. It seems clear then that escaping from one's responsibilities gives the illusion of being free, but finally leads to a restricted condition<br /><br /><br />PS: Another lesson learnt =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-9176301538275529870?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-87554803727813526672009-10-20T03:40:00.000-07:002009-10-20T05:14:36.240-07:00Just seeing how they grew and learn thru faith encouraged me by leaps and bounds. <br />I really hope to that each of them becomes outstanding individuals that triumph in their respective lives. For this, all the more i have to set a good example of an SSA member. That means, more daimoku, more study, more shakubuku !!! Hahaha. <br /><br />Stayed in camp yst night, classroom really was too cold such that i barely had ani sleep. But i enjoyed the heart to heart conversations wif my camp mates last nite. Shared about our experiences wif our ex crushes, and their ex'es Etc. <br />Army guys have very limited topics hahaha.<br />Seriously i have to be more courageous when it comes to chasing someone. ;o<br /><br />Must pass range tmr!!! Failed twice in IMT today le. Zzz <br /><br />PS: Acting on one's determination is the formula for victory. Faith equals action. Those who swiftly translate theory into practice will accumulate great benefit.<br /><br />Thanks stan (Shoten Zenjin) for assisting me on my way to victory =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-8755480372781352667?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-37852211523873431632009-10-12T10:28:00.000-07:002009-10-12T10:50:50.916-07:00ALl these efforts, all these challenges, all these time, all these nights. <br />Will nv go down wasted. It will definitely serve as a platform, as ladders. <br />To reach my ultimate goal in life.<br /><br />I realized, once again. That actions are all it takes, that is crucial, rather lip service, to convince the validity of the mystic law. <br />Tonight, i grew by another inch. Thanks to a very good friend of mine.<br />I learnt smth valuable again. That is to rly look back at what im trying to achieve thru all that i've done, and really set specific plans and goals.<br />THru the hour long productive dialogue, I was enlightened as to how in certain ways im lacking in, and have forgotten about. But w/o a doubt, it also further convinces me that im on the right track, and that im doing it right. Just that i have to brush up on certain aspects. Especially family wise. =) <br />He will definitely be a great leader. A man of boundless compassion. <br />Just onli that he still hasnt had the right guide in life.<br /><br />"Time is what that matters too", Campaign cheif said. <br />I will definitely bring my brother back to happiness. <br /><br />Right now, i have to arm myself first, wif layers and layers of actual proofs. Before the ultimate battle sinks in. <br /><br />PS: Develop urself so that even just seeing u will hearten and inspire those who have been shipwrecked on the voyage of life. Leave behind great achievements that will encourage all those who follow.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-3785221152387343163?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-62866431228123180752009-09-27T07:18:00.000-07:002009-09-27T08:41:16.447-07:00Joyful, yet at the same time i have to be serious, maintaining my focus. <br />This is just the beginning thru a long journey. <br />But since he had already jumped onto the bandwagon of happiness. <br />I Must work doubly hard to keep it moving. =)<br /><br />I have learnt much today.<br />So much more i have to learn.<br /><br />i was lucky to be born as a fortune baby. My mum's dedicated faith in the gohonzon is also what inspires me to strive in my buddhist practice. Becoz of my mum, i had so much conviction that this is right practice to practise. All of the actual proof from her gave me the courage to move on. Her ever sunny attitude, her words of wisdom, her love for her family. Inspite of the bad condition the family is gg thru.<br /><br />"Practitioners of Daishonin's Buddhism are as thou in winter, but winter never fails to turn to spring." ;)<br /><br />So.. It really nv crossed my mind that starting to chant could be w/o faith. Not until today.<br />Faith in the gohonzon and its mystic powers has to be accumulated. It cant be felt in a single day. I learnt that we cannot expect new believers to feel the same way we ( Practioners for some time ) do while chanting. Which is to have absolute conviction in the gohonzon. What we shd be telling them is to <span style="font-weight:bold;">try</span>. To teach them chanting in a proper manner and way. Such that they will be able to feel the energy and adrenalin pouring forth out of them each time dey chant. And becoz of this energy they'll be able to better tackle their problems in their daily life. After some time, when actual benefits start appearing in their life, Ahhh. This is when we start to tok about faith. Actually, we dont have to, becoz it comes about naturally after a period of time. Provided it is done earnestly and sincerely. - Thx CM and Aar0n for enlightenment. <br /><br />PS: So when u do shakubuku, u are actually being shakubukued too. Lol lol<br /><br /><br />"The distance is nth, it is only the first step that is difficult."<br /><br />"It is not enulf to take steps that lead to goals, each step itself must be a goal."<br /><br />My own qoute: "Never think that one is above others, otherwise you are already at rock-bottom."<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-6286643122812318075?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-56419384586572326972009-09-13T08:41:00.001-07:002009-09-13T09:29:22.892-07:00I was supposed to be in SenJa this morning for my ASD instituition meeting. But i didnt turn up in the end. <br />It was all destined. <br /><br />I had duty yesterday night, and was released 8.45 this morning. Thou i was already very late, i tot that having a breakfast wif my family would be fine. Turned out that the breakfast took much longer den expected. By the time i reached home and got everything ready, it was already 10.45, and i was supposed to reach Senja by 11?<br /><br />I tot dat i shd still go, at the most i'll be late by an hour only. I coulda took 169 to Yishun and den mrt to senja, but i decided to take another shorter way (recommended by chyeguan), which is an mrt to orchard and den bus 190 to senja. The problem is, when i took 190, the bus ended its trail at Outram terminal. I've concluded den that attending the meeting has become an impossible task. Well, i was frustrated at first of coz, gg so much trouble, rushing everything in the morning, just to end up not attending the meeting. But den, i soon got over it and decided to go to SYC instead. Since i was at Outram, i can take a direct train to Harbour front. <br /><br />As i settled down in the SYC library, i came across a book titled "The way for a healthy human life" (unsure) in the new books section. It was a book that consists of Ikeda Sensei's dialogue with a few prominent educators / scientists across the world.<br /><br />Here are a few notes i found meaningful to me,<br /><br />1.) Dr Selye; Stress itself is not a sickness nor does it necessarily lead to sickness. It can enable us to exercise creativity and muster the vitality or energy we need to defend ourselves from exterior menace. It is the spice of lfie.<br /><br />2.) Shi-shobo - The 4-fold buddhist concept of personal relationship.<br /><br />- Almsgiving, both material and spiritual.<br />- Kind words.<br />- Good conduct in thought, word, and deed, putting yourself in other person's shoes.<br />- Identification with others, the act of working and sharing with others.<br /><br />3.) ichinen Sanzen teaches that what is truly important is the manifestation of the individual life at each moment, not what others think.<br /><br />4.) Mutual possesion of the 10 worlds, Jikkai-Gogu teaches us that every life state and life condition is inherent in all others.<br /><br />5.) "Fish want to survive, they deplore their pond's shallowness and dig holes to hide in, yet tricked by bait, they take the hook." This analogy is referring us as the fish. Man are vulnerable. No matter how much they try to avoid, they still get hooked by their desires. Of coz unless they are ppl who have high level of wisdom, faith and lifeforce, ppl who have an absolute goal in life. <br /><br />It was approaching 3.30, i had to leave to meet Qinhao and the rest of TPW YMDs. On my way out of the library, I saw Teck Qiang, My former ASD chief. I told him i was studying buddhist studies just now, and unexpectedly he offered to give me a tour guide around the library. Introducing the various books he found that has significance in his life, Gosho, NHR, HR, Youth diary, Seikyo Shinbun, etc. Enthusiastically explaining to me the imptance of studying during our youth, and that how it had changed his life dramatically, and how his success in career had been due to his good fortune and also how he applied his in-depth buddhist foundation into his working life. He den began lamenting on how youths today lack the seeking spirit to read, and about why dey shd nt do so. He also answered a query of mine, which concerns the Mentor and disciple spirit, about how vague that term seemed to me and that how Japan members would be able to understand this spirit clearer den anione else due to their close proximity to Ikeda Sensei. Teck Qiang den rebuke that it is not true, and that thou their MND spirit is strong in Japan, some of them decline in this aspect when they go to other country, and that how this is not MND spirit. He continued by explaining that MND spirit is fostered nt by only reading the HR, NHR. But also by emulating the spirit of the first 3 presidents of Soka gakkai, the spirit of not giving in and striving forward for kosen-rufu even in the face of adversity, even if your life is at stake. Next, which is to apply this spirit into your daily life, and attaining victory. (Which is to achieve actual proof) Only den can we savour the flavour of the MND spirit.<br />TeckQiang den continued to tok briefly about his tough life as a youth and that how Ikeda Sensei's articles or books provided him with a fresh hope and determination to win in his life. <br /><br />He is truly a well-read person, but what is more amazing is his never-dying passion to continue reading Sensei's works and other buddhist doctrines. An attitude of ever learning. I was so amazed and filled with gratitude. Even wif his tight schedule, he still fork out time to teach and foster youths. Just like how he had fostered me today.<br />I tot i sensed abit of the MND spirit exuded from him at that moment. <br /><br />PS: TPW youth gathering at Zhiwei's house was a success! <br /><br />Looks like it was destined for me to miss my asd meeting and meet Teck Qiang, he really ignited my interest in reading again. And i will rmb what he said today for as long as i can.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-5641938458657232697?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-53785570290996635502009-09-06T09:50:00.000-07:002009-09-06T10:24:02.260-07:00It's my duty as a son, a friend, a comrade, and a man of compassion.<br /><br />This, i conclude, is my philosophy. <br /><br />This is the 2nd day i started chanting unprecedented in my 19 years of life. <br />On Saturday in Tam HQ, i chanted 2 hrs exactly in the afternoon. Followed by an hr in the night at a funeral's wake.<br /><br />On sunday, it was 2 hrs st8 at TSC, and den .5 hrs at the funeral. <br /><br />Everything starts with sincere prayers. There is only truth in this statement. I've learnt invaluable lessons during the past 2 days of abundant daimoku.<br /><br />Yet, i received an impt advice frm an MD leader at the funeral wake just now. <br />As a YMD, yes we must chiong. But we shd nv go to the extend where we lose our self. Our own set of philosophies, moral values and principles that govern us. Some ppl had lost their mind when dey became too agressive in their chanting and practices. Forgetting about their basis, they finally left the organization. <br /><br />No doubt, shakubuku speeds up our human revolution, but the fundamentals in faith must be strong first. We must have an adequate understanding on what this faith is really trying to preach and the correct method of doing so. This correct method is none other den the heart. Whatever we do, we must have the heart and compassion to do so. And this compassion, cannot be bought, it must be felt, it must be manifested. And that was what i had been trying to do the past 2 days. Manifesting Compassion thru abundant daimoku. This is the most importand attribute of a buddha. W/o compassion, there be no significance or value to courage, to lifeforce, nor to wisdom. Everything starts with the genuine and heart-felt compassion to help others. This is what buddhism is about after all. Shakubuku shd be seen as extending our hands to others and helping them. It cannot be done quickly, it has to be done tenaciously, mindfully, carefully. Becoz u noe that what u are about to tell ur friend about, is smth that will change his life. Hence, u must take responsibility and be in charge of how his life will turn out from then. U must follow up all the way, ensuring that he/she become a person of victor in life. This is how strict i feel we shd be if we genuinely wants to save someone from the depts of his life. It is not about asking him to enshrine gohonzon and keep chanting until all his problems are solved, it is about helping him/her to the end, to rejoice when he is happy, to feel sad when he is miserable, to feel nervous when his exams are approaching. It is this level of bonding and attitude of putting oneself into other ppls shoes when we can truly help them. To worry about his smallest worries as well as well as his biggest problems.<br /><br /><br />That is why the Daishonin emphasizes alot on faith, practice and study. Each of these category plays an impt role in realizing and bringing forth our buddhahood nature. The thing is, dey cannot do w/o each other. They cannot stand alone, dey go hand in hand. <br /><br />Hence, let us be really joyous in conducting dialogues with friends and families when come to buddhism. Buddhism is reason, it is logical, it is very easy to understand, yet at the same time profound in its meanings. <br /><br />President Ikeda says: Practicing buddhism is akin to the endless flow of the stream of river, and not the flame that extinguishes easily when the wind blows.<br /><br /><br />PS: The act of sitting beside ur mum/dad while watching Tv, even if you do not speak, brings emmense joy to them. Let us not forget about our family. =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-5378557029099663550?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-8517270787800836612009-09-04T10:14:00.000-07:002009-09-04T11:39:59.045-07:00No more lip service. Actions i must take to show my conviction. Win i must.<br />I can nv repay my gratitude, except paying forward. Thank you Jeff, a comrade of faith. I pledge to do my very best in my upcoming shakubuku dialogues, with a heart of steel. <br /><br />Gambatte.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-851727078780083661?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-64924132508495368532009-08-31T09:36:00.000-07:002009-08-31T10:34:05.059-07:0010pm, Tampines Soka HQ, ground level. A group of warriors gathered together, armed with the sword that speaks of the lotus. RHQ 1 YMD leaders began their vigorous daimoku, declaring a fight against all evil / devilish forces. Praying to win in their gohonzon conferment campaign. <br /><br />At first, i was bewildered, why is there a prayer meeting so late into the night? QinHao asked me down and i gave a weak consent. I was quite exhausted after a morning of soccer and afternoon of lan, yet i could never allow myself to refuse any meetings i was asked to attend, as long as i still have the ability to do so. <br />Ikeda sensei said that as youths, we must challenge ourselves as much as possible, and the benefits we will clearly see in 10-20 years down the road.<br /><br />While chanting, i was deep in tots.. The significance of this meeting is probably to spur the leaders further in their shakubuku campaign. To reach out to as many ppl as dey can and speak to them about buddhism, with the aim of them enshrining gohonzon. The object of worship, which is also the embodiment of the law and the person. As you saw the previous sentence, u must be thinking that our religion is no different from others, EG: We're no different from staunch Christians who constantly call ppl out for church activities and with the ultimate aim of them accepting Jesus as their God and thus praying to him, with the thinking that all things will be in place after praying.<br /><br />Now, i shall explain that sentence in more detail. By reaching out to as many as ppl, it means opening our eyes and ears, looking out for people whom are suffering*, who are very unhappy with their lives, who are ppl in dire circumstances, or who are ppl who are searching for a life philosophy to follow so as to live a right way of life. <br />Next, the crucial part, which is to explain to them how buddhism can solve their problems, or more accurately, help them solve their own problems. This can only be done correctly and properly if we approach them with the mentality to help them, based on our own heart felt compassion. Because we believe that this buddhism can definitely change their life for the better. And not because statistics says we have to reach this target or anithing else that relates to self-gratification. <br />Yet, statistic target(tokang) is invaluable when doing such campaign. Why? 1 logical thinking is that it is because with a specific target in mind, the leaders will be able to work towards it, knowing where they are heading to, doing their upmost to achieve it righteously and tirelessly, instead of taking a laz approach when comes to changing ppl's life. <br />Another reason is because in buddhism, we base alot of our actions and theories from actual proof. No amt of theories or sweet toking is enough to convince a person about the validity of the mystic law unless there is actual proof. And thus it is through statistics where we can clearly see our efforts paid off, and the proof our organization doing its upmost for the happiness of their fellow countrymen, and that because this law is true, more and more ppl are starting give it a try.<br /><br />Finally, by opening up our eyes and ears to our surroundings, we do not anyhow ask ppl to come and chant, although no doubt, this buddhism will improve their lives, we only introduce to them if they are interested, or if we find that it is essential for them to take up faith now. <br /><br />Basing only on a few of my opinion, this is what i feel that distinguishes nichiren buddhism from other religions. Although it might seem amateur, it at least proves that i have a mind of my own. And that's what im working at.<br /><br />Going back, as i was chanting, i realized the importance of asking question. Not doubts that im referring to here. But questions that deepens our understanding on why we are doing this or that. All these not only serve to help us explain to new believers how things work in the gakkai but also deepens our conviction of faith. Buddhism is reason, there shdnt be anithing mythical or illogical.<br /><br />I also come to understand the itai-doshin spirit. The spirit of many in body, one in mind. Which is that when many fighters come together chanting, with one goal in mind. Unity is the key to success.<br /><br />As youths, we must be daring enough to take on new, never before attempted challenges and obstacles. Exploring the unexplored terrian, the seeking spirit. Only then will be grow in to a better person. With more stories and real life actual proof to relate to for support when explaining a certain buddhist principal or life-philosophical idea. <br /><br />PS: Ralph Waldo Emerson says, "Good-nature is plentiful, but we want justice with a heart of steel, to fight down the proud." If people are merely good-natured, then those who are arrogant and highhanded will have free rein to carry on as they please. Only those who fight with hearts of steel are people of justice.<br /><br />This truly applies to me. Thank you mummy for sharing with me this qoute. =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-6492413250849536853?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-82919651059234134092009-08-23T06:18:00.000-07:002009-08-23T06:58:36.985-07:00District leader basic training course. That's what it stands for. <br />My sister and I went for it today, in Senja. Fruitful experience =)<br /><br />Some impt notes I scribbled down during the 5 hours course.<br /><br />- Leaders shd see themselves as foundation of the organization. <br />Not for glory, not for recognition. We are like the roots of a tall grand tree. We might be unseen, but we play a vital role in sustaining the growth of the tree, just like how district leaders are to the District. <br /><br />-Soka spirit. Also known as the stand alone spirit. <br />Only when we brim vibrantly in life can we give hope to others who work hard and struggle alongside of us. Imparting hope is the foundation mission of a leader.<br /><br />-Gohonzon is the embodiment of the mystic law and the person.<br /><br />-Be thinking leaders, not followers.<br /><br />-Three impt virtues possessed by the original buddha as stated in the gosho.<br />1.) Sovereign: Power to protect the ppl. To protect ur members mind from evil forces.(Ppl are constantly trying to corrupt members and leaders mind)<br />Sovereign lies in closing off the paths of evil and opening up the paths of good.<br />Total empowerment to lead other ppl to enlightenment. <br />2.) Parent: The compassion to care and concern of ur members.<br />3.) Teacher: To guide them to the gohonzon, with knowledge acquired through buddhist study and experiences. Enable them to develop wisdom to solve their problems. <br /><br />-Leaders cannot afford to be judgemental / Biased. <br />Role of leaders: Dedicating ones life to tirelessly, self-lessly guiding and developing the people's wisdom and their inner strength and lead them towards enlightenment.<br /><br />-Leaders must be stronger with absolute faith when difficulty arise. <br />True value of life can only be clear when one's at their lowest stage of life.<br /><br />-Fulfils one's responsibility with joy and deep appreciation.<br /><br />-Among the many religious organization, there's a clear divide btw lay and clergy.<br />But in the daishonin's teaching, the day we become autonomous, we are independent of the clergy and are freely allowed to spread this teaching.<br /><br />-If the daishonin had not spoken out, he would have led a secure and peaceful life, but to have done so, he must have been lacking in compassion.<br /><br />-Soka is recognized by wold renowned institutions. This shows that we are in the right organization.<br /><br />-How difficult it is for a one-eyed turtle to find a hole of a right size in a sandalwood log amongst the vast ocean to fit in. We are just like that one-eyed turtle in the sea (Earth), the sandalwood log like the gohonzon, the hole like our Daimoku.(Nam-Myo-Ho-Renge-Kyo)<br /><br /><br /><br />All these scribbling comes in bits and pieces from todays lecture. Haha felt like im in JC again.<br /><br />PS: <br />One evening in the coffee-shop, 2 philosophers are deeply engaged in an argument, questioning whether the egg or the chicken comes first. They discussed for hours w/o coming to a consensus and finally decided to ask for an opinion from a waiter. The waiter answers confidently "Simple, it depends whether u want to order the egg or the chicken first la. LOLz<br /><br /> <br />PS2: Crazed over Chris Daughtry's <br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/lq59etyPGGs&hl=en&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/lq59etyPGGs&hl=en&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-8291965105923413409?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-77222204466150840512009-08-10T08:02:00.000-07:002009-08-12T06:36:59.341-07:00The weather was chilly, i was alone in the sentry, wearing my LBV ( Load bearing vest ) and armed with a m16 rifle. I chanted the pledge along side a radio. 933 station was playing the pledge at 8.22 p.m, while i was doing my guard duty. At least i have smth to tell my children about my army days in future, that their dad spent his 19th national day defending his camp. A real patriotic soldier ;)<br /><br /><br />ASD outing was a success, it started wif a heavy downpour but the sun nv fails to shine. Haha all went well, thou it's a little messy. Proud to be a part of the whole thing. Yet i felt that i could have done things in a better manner. This ASD games planning rly made me anxious for many days b4 the actual day. 24hrs worrying over how things would turn out, it shdnt had been this way. Toda once said, only a joyous struggle can be considered a struggle that is well fought and that this can only actualize when one puts in all her/his effort into every single step. <br />I confess, mine was far frm joyous, it was half-hearted. But it's a good experience.<br /><br />P.S: Even if it's just for a split second, it's enough...<br /><br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Touch my hand~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/THgvYQV6QPQ&hl=en&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/THgvYQV6QPQ&hl=en&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-7722220446615084051?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-43636402203789899052009-08-07T10:21:00.000-07:002009-08-07T10:31:34.269-07:00busy busy busy.. Taking on responsibility rly izzint my cup of tea. Yet it's the onli way for me to grow. Challenging against all odds, i just hope my frail health wont act up on me again. OMG! i just rmbed i haf to submit the district leader attachment form.. Screwed! Just hope im not too late. <br /><br />YMD/MD is a success, all the efforts for the dance rly paid off. Thou onli half of whom i invited turned up for the performance, im honestly glad that i was able to give it my all for them. Even if it's just 1 person, i'll still give my best shot. <br />I hope to have the opportunity to dance more in future, im starting to like dancing. =D<br /><br />Coming Sunday is national day, im proud to say that i'll be doing my guard duty as a national service man, protecting pyad wif my life. Lol..<br />Den monday is asd connextion outing. I hope i wont slack on the planning process animore, tmr must get everything done! It must be a success! JYJY ASD members. <br /><br />0130. Bed time.. nitez<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-4363640220378989905?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-52379288620056896092009-07-23T07:56:00.005-07:002009-07-23T08:40:15.342-07:00New Human revolution. VoL 5 pg 22<br /><br />"Our movement is an endeabor to illuminate and treasure the life of ea individual, to help ppl develop their inherent good, to bring forth their positive creativity,and to forge indomitable selves that are <strong>not at the mercy of their desires or environment</strong>, selves undefeated by anithing. We call this process 'human revolution'.<br /><br />The timing couldnt be more appropriate. <br />I was sulking the whole afternoon after the duty planner told me i wont be excused weekend duty nex month, despite 2ic assuring me i wont have to since i did twice this month. Dammit.. I was cursing away and grudging upon my own plight. Why did i end up alone in such a camp? Wif a longer duty duration and weird warrants and ppl of a totally diff culture.. Smths i really missed the times in SOA.<br />But den.. come to think of it. This is what i prayed for. A location near my hse, a place where i can challenge myself and expand my life. Wow. How true is that. More difficult den anticipated, I will nevertheless continue to strive, until the day i ord. Pouring in all my efforts into studying the NHR and HR, doing my regular morning and evening gongyo and daimoku, and exerting myself wholeheartedly and sincerely into taking action for kosen-rufu. Which is in accord wif what Nichiren buddhism preaches, "study, faith and action. " <br />Yet, i hope this wont be another short-lived or empty claim / promise.<br />Hence, to make support my never giving up spirit, here's an attempted pledge / pooem.<br /><br />"The sky may fall upon me<br />The rain may nv cease<br />Waves and torrents may come crushing<br />I will not retreat a single step<br />Fighting against all odds<br />pushing beyond boundaries<br />I will stand rooted <br />on my beliefs<br />that the sun will shine again<br />For my loved ones<br />For Sensei "<br /><br />23/07/09 Mingyuan - 21st centuary Li Bai. =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-5237928862005689609?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-52237199526381396532009-07-21T04:15:00.000-07:002009-07-21T04:18:44.065-07:00<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/bvrgdYRu9xE&hl=en&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/bvrgdYRu9xE&hl=en&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />1 sentence to describe this drama. <br />Short and sweet. <br />If u have nth to do lately, u can try watching this =D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-5223719952638139653?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-37342941885743383462009-07-11T04:27:00.001-07:002009-07-11T05:30:03.239-07:00I feel im not my usual self animore.. The positive energy that used to elude from me the past few months, seemed to be depleting. Indead, it's the ppl who cherish u and whom u cherished that give u the energy to be at ur best. But that just proves how weak i am..For this shows that i live up to ppl's expectation, and not my own. <br />This calls for a change. ;)<br /><br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/QZBn1e9pr2Q&hl=en&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/QZBn1e9pr2Q&hl=en&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />The guy in the MV owns lol. <br />I heard this lik 5-6 months ago in the radio but onli got popular now? o.0<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-3734294188574338346?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-43123620941569662362009-06-27T09:15:00.000-07:002009-06-27T09:27:08.182-07:00<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/3bjZ3tpQ8f8&hl=en&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/3bjZ3tpQ8f8&hl=en&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><br />Jakku iksukhan hyanggi naneyo geudael seuchyeotdeon barami<br />Jigeum nae gyeoteul jinaganabwayo<br />Naui gaseumsoge geudaemaneul bichuneun haessaringabwayo<br />Apeun sangcheokkaji gamssajuneungeollyo<br /><br />Love U geudael tteoollimyeo ije dasi kkok nuneul gamjyo<br />Saranghae geudae du nun chaeul su itdamyeon<br />Saranghae geudae naege useum boyeojundamyeon<br />Jeogi byeolbitmajeodo modu gajyeoda jultende ohhh...<br />Saranghae ireon nae mam jeonhal su itdamyeon<br />Saranghae geudae geu mam gareuchyeo jundamyeon<br />Na modu darmagalkkeyo Love U Love U Love U yeongwonhi~<br /><br />Geudae ttaraseo geotgo isseoyo jeogi dalbit dwie sumeo<br />Geuri nunchi eobseumyeon eotteokhaeyo<br />Birado naerige gureumege tto hanbeon butakhalkkayo<br />Jeojeun geudae maeum ana jul su itge<br /><br />Love U geudael tteoollimyeo ije dasi kkok nuneul gamjyo<br />Saranghae geudae du nun chaeul su itdamyeon<br />Saranghae geudae naege useum boyeojundamyeon<br />Jeogi byeolbitmajeodo modu gajyeoda jultende ohhh..<br />Saranghae ireon nae mam jeonhal su itdamyeon<br />Saranghae geudae geu mam gareuchyeo jundamyeon<br />Na modu darmagalkkeyo <br /><br /><strong>Love U Love U Love U keudaeyo</strong><br /><br />Such a lovely song.. <br />A pity i cant sing it..<br />Even if i can..<br />to whom do i sing it to..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-4312362094156966236?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-37475082968996315102009-06-22T07:17:00.000-07:002009-06-22T08:05:08.230-07:00Hi der. Its 22th june, 2009. Happi birthday Sean. Aka my Nephew..<br />Celebrated his birthday yesterday, he showed me his room full of toys, mostly Thomas and the train sets. I immediately flew back in time to 7 years old. Undoubtedly, for that 3 years, it was the happiest time of my life. I can nv forget the wonderful childhood i spent in AviLa Gardens.(Not too sure of the spelling) It is the best condominium ever. <br /><br />I still rmb, the friends i made der and the unit dey stayed. Joshua and jerome, at the 7th level, Nigel at the 3rd level, *** at the first level, and *** at the 11th level. (*** means forget the name) And all these ppl lived in the same block as me. (I stayed at the 2nd level) Including other friends from other blocks.. I can rmb vividly where each one of em stayed.. Amazing. <br /><br />5pm daily, most of us would be in the playground, playing the usual stuffs. Catching, police and thieves, blind mice, soccer, etc. I always used the opportunity to ask my dad for permission when he was half asleep on his rocking chair. HAHA he would always give the best response. ( A half-opened pair of eyes and a "emmm" sound, signalling the green light ) I would den rush down to wreck havoc. <br /><br />It felt like my kingdom now as i look back. I was athletic for my young age, i could easily outrun anione. I was very friendly, spontaneous and had good sportsmanship when comes to playing with others. I was like a mini dare-devil, i would try anithing. E.g Walking on top of the monkey bars with 3-4 bars covered with each step. Climbing up to the very top of the roof of the playground (2 storeys high) just to avoid being caught. Riding down flights of stairs with my bike. Riding free handed around the swimming pool. Every child in the vicinity would'nt not noe me.. Wakakaka. Maybe thats abit exaggerating, but it's close =D.<br />Those were the days, and they'll always remain a part of my fond memories. <br /><br />PS: Im solo posted to PYAD among my ATT batch. A far cry from my previous reporting venue at rifle range road. It's supposed to be the best place for me now, since its onli a mere 10mins ride down from my house. However, im starting to miss the 6.07 train rides i took every weekday, the 6.55 - 7.05am bus 74, the shuttle bus up every 7.10, and the great bunch of friends i meet down der in SOA. Buddies, they are the onli thing you look forward to in camp everyday. I guess this is life. There are Hi's and there are bye's. It is just sooner or later. Just hope i'll get used to the lifestyle in PYAD soon. Down der, i dun even have the monkeys to keep me accompany. <br />=(<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/YYCdhReWm1I&hl=en&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/YYCdhReWm1I&hl=en&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />looking back.. i was fortunate<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-3747508296899631510?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-71920229503790733942009-05-19T04:56:00.000-07:002009-05-19T06:12:57.131-07:00PesCmist:<br />Im out of place. <br />The mundane army life.<br />The stuggle against my inner negativities.<br />The lack of affirmation.<br />Every minor problem seemed major.<br /><br />Optimist:<br />Chant chant.. <br /><br /><br />Be the master of ur mind. Get a control over ur emotions. <br />Hang on der, determination. I will be who i rly wan to be.<br /><br />如果我变成回忆. <br /><br />累了 照惯例努力清醒着 <br />也照惯例想你了 <br />好怕一放心睡了 <br />心跳在梦中 不听话的 就停止了 <br />听着 呼吸像浪潮摆动着 <br />越美丽越让我忐忑 <br />我还能珍惜什么 <br />如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握 <br />如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命 <br />留下你错愕哭泣 <br />我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你 <br />想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行 <br />我会恨自己 如此狠心 <br />如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运 <br />没机会白着头发 <br />蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽 <br />漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈 <br />若有人可以 让他陪你 我不怪你 <br />快乐 什么时候会结束呢 <br />哪一刻是最后一刻 <br />想把你紧紧抱着 <br />可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得 <br />如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命 <br />留下你错愕哭泣 <br />我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你 <br />想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行 <br />我会恨自己 如此狠心 <br />如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运 <br />没机会白着头发 <br />蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽 <br />漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈 <br />若有人可以 让他陪你 <br />如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不争气 <br />顽固的赖在空气 霸占你心里 每一寸空隙 <br />要让依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去 <br />这样不公平 请你尽力 把我忘记 <br /><br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Hd4lCG7ncLw&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Hd4lCG7ncLw&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><br />Been so long, <br />since i last heard a nice song.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-7192022950379073394?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-25629759150389187622009-05-09T05:19:00.000-07:002009-05-09T05:51:40.627-07:0019 yrs ago of today.. is a Vesak day..is also the day i first set my eyes on earth.<br />Wishing everyone good health, good conscience, and good day.<br /><br />If u wan to live not just frm moment to moment, but in true existence of ur life, den ur most difficult challenge and greatest achievement is to find ur goal in life.<br /><br />im still searching...<br /><br />PS: I miss Basketball.... <br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/FIElLmlZx0s&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/FIElLmlZx0s&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br />Reminiscences of me...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-2562975915038918762?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-9451410069543322682009-04-25T09:27:00.000-07:002009-04-25T09:37:22.767-07:00So many things need to be done.. so little time...So much excuses.. so less determined.<br />Troubled.. when will i eva get my uni confirmation slip???? M i that bad?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-945141006954332268?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-15479828136620474802009-04-15T05:40:00.000-07:002009-04-15T05:43:58.920-07:00Just be urself, those who matters doesnt mind, and those who minds doesnt matter.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-1547982813662047480?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-18371716420762570402009-04-11T07:20:00.000-07:002009-04-11T08:23:50.411-07:00Hey heyz. Watched Shinjuku at Ehub. Nt bad storyline, just that the aircon too cold in the cinema, was sitting wif my knees up all e time. Lik gal sia. Learned a few new quotes today. Very meaningful.<br />1.) A Man shdnt be ashamed of owning up to his wrongs, which but is saying, he is wiser today compared to yesterday.<br />2.) Whats most impt in ur heart, to some ppl, food and shelter. However, when we see wat we dun haf, our desires began to grow. Learning to be contented is a virtue, yet it also impedes us frm excelling. Wad an irony.. (quoted by shinjuku incident)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-1837171642076257040?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-72675281221241753162009-04-06T06:11:00.000-07:002009-04-06T07:13:32.451-07:00Have u ever decide on smth which u want to do, and never look back from den on? Etc. A passion? If u haf, can u share wif me how u did it? If not, have u started thinking about it?<br /><br />PS: I dun wan go SAKURA again... not twice in a week plss<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-7267528122124175316?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-66222644178716810332009-04-01T06:38:00.000-07:002009-04-01T07:01:50.981-07:00Sadness, anger, jealousy, and all other negativities. We can find these words in any dictionary, the same goes for us individuals. More often den once in a while, we come to a page with such words appearing. We cant ignore it, neither can we erase it away, no matter hw hard we try, they are still in our dictionary and will come back each time. However, they are nt smth we shd be ashame about, we are afterall, only human. Rather, we learn from it, we experience and understand better the true definition of such feelings each time we come into these pages, we learn how to cope with em, manage them well. More importantly, we learn how to better put ourselves into other people's shoes such that we can help em in times of need. So, it is not entirely a bad thing afterall. Just like what one of my soka comrade said before, those who suffer the most are also the happiest. Coz the word "Appreciate" and "Gratitude" are highlighted in their dictionary. Dey truly understand the significance of it. <br /><br />The nex time u experience such emotions again, dun run away frm it, dun live with it, but rather, face up to it. Change for the better, and continue enjoying wad ther is left to enjoy. =D<br /><br />STUDY TIME >.<<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-6622264417871681033?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-80580520521659271992009-03-28T18:26:00.001-07:002009-03-28T19:00:07.138-07:00Sunday is today. I have survived the first week as an ammo tech, yea... Even thou the destintion is far, it is still manageable. I shd have been more appreciative and content. I got a very kind hearted senior who drive me der everyday; the sergeants and people over there are very friendly; all i need to do is just to enjoy this 3 months course.. 3months.. so long man. Yet sergeant Sim said that this is the best time of the coming 2 yrs in army. Once posted out to the diff depot, it will be different<br />.<br />Met up Qinhao and jonathan on friday. They tot of transfering me to other district to train up as a district leader. It is a good opportunity for me to really train myself up not just as a leader, but as a person. But i wonder if i will be commited enough to really visit and encourage my younger ymds after i become their leader. Haiz, mayb i shd really challenge myself. Since there's so much time to waste in the next 2 years. Might as well accumulate some gd fortune by doing good deeds =D Even my mum encourage me to go over. What jonathan said that day was truly inspiring. He told me to be more appreciative and to show gratitude of some things that I failed to see in the past, and not to blame other people of your own misfortune, thou dey might play a part in it. Yes! it is good to ask for more, but be grateful of what good we have now. It may sound simple, but in every aspect of ur daily life, u can clearly see urself not exhibiting this value of gratitude. I am an apt example.<br /><br />Applied for NUS FASS liao, dunno if i shd apply for SMU Business ma? $15 man.. Y so ex for SMU. Ai ya i still got 2 yrs to think thru wad i really wan to do anw. I just wan to experience the interviews. Nv done such a thing b4, shd be good for experience.<br /><br />Went to Sentosa again yst, i am nt gonna do such stupid things again man.. especially nt wif them! It was so paisei i haf nth to say. Haha. It was a good experience after all. There is a first time for everything. Vollyball is becoming so fun to play, yet i suk at it most of the times. Just pray my ankle wont give way =/<br /><br />Ahhz need to memorize the extra long names of the various ammunitions.. SERIOUSLY CAN DIE MAN .. Besides.. i feel that my memory is starting to dysfunction. Sometimes i tend to forget some things that are very recent. Surprisingly, i am quite optimistic, coz i tot that if i forget more things, i can put in more useful tots lol. Looks like i have to brush up the memory functioning role of my brain again. Til nex time.<br /><br />PS:<br />Enjoy what there is to enjoy, suffer what der is to suffer<br />True happiness is not about a problem free life, but it is more about upholding an indomitable lifeforce to withstand all hardships and problems. U'll find life not just more manageable, but also enjoyable. I really hope to show actual proof in myself. I want to achieve something in this nex 2 yrs of my life. Really.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-8058052052165927199?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-18178076025112183472009-03-20T02:49:00.000-07:002009-03-20T03:16:48.171-07:00Wad's a blog for anw, a place to pour my concoct of mixed feelings. Screwed up my blogskin, now haf to use a template frm blogger zzz. Just received my army posting today, dunno to be optimistic or pes c mistic. The good thing is, im going back everyday. The bad thing is, it takes 1.5hrs to reach my destination. That means to say, i haf to wake up 5.15 am (estimated) everyday. Haiz...Healthy lifestyle again.<br /><br />The last 2 weeks of blockleave seem 4eva, yet i dread see it end. Been gg out wif stan and liang rather often. Just went to Sentosa yesterday, played vollyball and nth else lawls. Red burn marks all over my skin, this has to be the shackest time of life since i broke my ankle. (1 yr back)<br />It still hurts abit after all the running and jumping. And yea i havent went to sentosa wif my class yet, wonder why but no one seems to be interested on gg der.<br /><br />For the first time, went to a pub to drink wif the guys of secondary sch classmates. My Jiu liang dam bad. Drink 2 glass wan to sei already. It was very very enjoyable even still. Catch up alot wif some of em whom i din see for quite long. I realized.. dey are all great people/ friends.<br /><br />Haiyo, always lazy to read the books i borrowed back.. Life as a psychologist, is it the route i really wanna go..? My mum said a psychologist must be firm mentally, if not u will crumble along wif the patient. Well well, i shd be fine. Just that when im really frustrated, i tink i will feng along wif my patients haha. So, i really haf to learn to deal wif problems and feelings effectively in order to really become a good psycho.<br /><br />Well done Mingyuan. U are thinking ahead. Important are ur ideals and goals, just dun forget bout ur family members and the responsibility u carry in Soka.<br /><br /><br />"U can choose to live your true self, or remain chained to the expectation of others."<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-1817807602511218347?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-63794063647227812152009-03-12T22:54:00.000-07:002009-03-12T23:50:44.791-07:00It is friday the 13th. Wad a coincidence, the last 13th friday occurred 1 month back in February, that was my first book out den. I am a private now. Looking back, the past seven weeks feels like a dream. Din really enjoy it, but it was a good experience. Met ppl of all kinds of characters. B4 entering army, i tot i was able to befriend an1, EG: Becoming real good friends wif my bed buddies. However, someting i haf to confess, it din turn out the way i expected. Tried all kinds of ways to make a connection with em, but it just doesnt seem to work out very well. We do care for each other, like buddies, helping out one another in times of need. But there seems to be a barrier that prevents further development of the friendship. I dunno how to say, it could be the mentality? It could be the lack of common interest. Ah nvm. Its over now. Other den this, army is enjoyable. =D<br /><br />I got abccb for A lvl.. not the kind of grades i hoped for.. but its a decent one aniway. The issue is wher i wan to go now.. I kept thinking along the lines of social science.. EG: Psychology, Sociology. Although im not the kind of language person, i tot i might go for a change. Thou i haf a flair for physics, but i heard enulf stories bout it to cancel it out of my list of choice. Besides, i cant imagine myself doing physic calculation for 4 years, dam sianz. Business, popular choice, might consider it, onli if i had better grades haha.<br /><br />Been so fed up lately by the fact that i cant make a decisive choice over what i wan to do. Leaving me uninterested in anithing now. Must seek guidance seriously. Signing off. Private Wang<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-6379406364722781215?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-23806221947230374432009-02-20T23:49:00.000-08:002009-02-21T00:00:16.775-08:00It just gets better, thou i admit that 1 or 2 of em are quite difficult to live with, i will try my best to make my stay a worthwhile and happy one. =D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-2380622194723037443?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-87263078794377736672009-01-12T00:10:00.000-08:002009-01-12T00:25:27.239-08:0016 days and counting, so far yet so near. Been wasting lots of time playing dota. And i had deleted it already this afternoon, guess its a good start. WOoosh.. Wind is blowing strongly, even the electronic fan started to turn on its own. This kinda afternoon best for sleeping. I hate this room, so messy and dusty, i shd get it clean up soon. Staying in the same room as my sis sux...Having nth to do sux, not knowing my goal and direction sux even more.<br /><br />The best word to describe me now.. Unmotivated<br />so so many things happened. so so many things i cant say.. so many things i rather not say.<br /><br />Headin to e library...til nex time<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-8726307879437773667?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-75554901529102797732008-10-10T02:44:00.000-07:002008-10-10T03:27:13.068-07:00Yeap lessons have officially ended. And it ended wif a blast frm a fantastic performance put up by e J1s and teachers this morning. Im touched and grateful 4 it.<br /><br />Its been a long journey thruout this Jc life, although the time span is only 2yrs. i've enjoyed much for certain. The friends we cared, the memories we shared, the fun we had, simply irreplaceable. Despite stagnating at 174cm, i can say i've grown much for the past 2 years, i've done things tt i tot i nv would have done, i learnt to bring out the more positive side of me, and thou i've made dozens of mistakes, i learnt and grew frm them. So yea coming to tpjc wasnt so bad afterall.<br /><br />A-lvls approaching, i've been throwing away precious time in the table tennis table. And each time i did tt, the pain on my ankle was the price to pay. Its just been 2 months after the operation and im walking around lik the sch treating lik nth happened, perhaps i am too complacent wif my progress and tot tt i am able to walk and play arnd lik a normal person already. On the other hand, a sch mate of mine hu suffered the fate as me 2 months back is still hanging on to his crutches. I realized i was being too anxious and ignorant, not only am i being cruel to my leg, but i am also being unfair to my parents hu went so hard to help me recover from my injury. They insisted on helping me wif things to the slightest detail lik helping wash my mug and throw my rubbish. Yet, instead of appreciating and treasuring the help they provided, i arrogantly played ping pong for a few hrs each time. Why? Mayb its because playing pingpong after sch hours had become a habit for my class. Its just lik wen other classes are mugging hard for A-lvls, meeting up and studying in the library every day, my classmates are all training diligently in pingpong, as if its one of the subject we're taking for A-lvl. It makes me ponder..... hw many days have we left b4 the judgement is cast.<br /><br />Recently been crazy wif this song called Yan Lei Xiao le. Beri very nice but i cant find it in imeem and put it on my blog. My first impression of the song was lik, the last part of it resembles the tune frm Bai se Feng Che of jaychow. This part "反而我没有遗憾因为我已爱过你深深的" of yanleixiao le sounds like "谢谢你让我听见因为我在等待永远" of bai se feng che. Nw i hear like not very similar lol.<br /><br />I will study very very hard and nt disappoint my parents and those hu belived in me and myself. I will stop playing Pingpong. I will take care of myself and prevent myself frm walking to much! I will be disciplined.<br /><br />"Learn to be appreciative of wadeva good anione done for u, and to be more forgiving of wadeva bad dey had done to u. Only den will we be a much happier person."<br />From Mr. Nice Guy<br /><br />Ps: Happy 18th Birday CM. U're now a man and u've got to do wad a man's got to do.<br /> So just do it!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-7555490152910279773?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-52739080775704509562008-08-25T22:03:00.000-07:002008-08-26T02:02:11.500-07:00Together<br />together.<br />The MooorrRe we get together<br />The happier we'll be<br /><br /><br />Wad a way 2 start my first blog in 5 months. Didnt gif myself a chance to write any post since april. TOo bz wif nothing. I suddenly have so much things to write coz too much unexpected events occured in my life during these months..<br /><br />I wasted my June holidays away in rakion and anime. I started picking up my chem in July, but halfway i met wif an accident tt landed me in hospital for 1 week, and a 1 month qurantine at home.<br /><br />Basically, i fractured my right ankle during a P.e lesson on rugby. Funny thing is, i wasnt tackled by anione, but my very own AS5. I touched down in a not so pretty poise and somehow got my leg beneath my whole body. I could hear a crack sound at first, followed by a sharp pain. Hence i han jiu ming and was lifted to the track for rest. PE teacher tot was just a minor sprained and just asked for some ice to be placed on my ankle b4 continuing his lesson. I layed down flat, the pain was unbearable, i couldnt breathe normally and i felt i could faint ani time nw (seriously). The sky looked so pale, or is it just me.. I rmbed having faith and started chanting Nam Myo Ho Renge kyo repeatedly. Not too long ltr, arnd 25mins. Dey ended the P.E lesson and got me to one side. By den i was as white as a sheet. 2 friends (jack and emran) carried me to the foyer wher my mum fetched me to see chinese sensei. 1 look by sensei and he told me to go hospi zhao xray....<br />The rest is history. The night of my surgury i was indeed scared. Yet i noe my parents will be more nervous den me. It was a success of coz, the metal plate is inserted properly wif 6 screws and i now haf an iron leg. During this period of time i am so so grateful to my family members. Dey had been exceptionally caring for me. Although i caused em alot of hassel and trouble, dey din once complained. Nw i noe hw impt ur family is to u coz during ur times of need, only dey'll be der all the way for u. If got GF den different la haha.<br /><br />Today i missed my prelim Maths paper 2. Coz i was downed wif a throat infection and the severe headache is killing me. I received a call frm my maths teacher this morning. She seemed so dissapointed yet still very caring. She said i can onli count my maths paper 1 marks nw, which she knew was terribly done. I guess i will get a U first time for maths. After hanging up, i felt tt i let her down. Being maths rep is one thing, more imptly i could sense hw much she wants to help me. Yet is unable to. NVm, i'll just do better nex time. I promise Mrs Quek =D<br /><br /><br />Words of inspiration: The only to be defeated is to defeat myself. 'LiuXiang' Chinese athlete<br />Indeed he was defeated by his own knee injury.<br /><br />'Fitness and confidence is the key to victory' forgot by who.<br />So ppl haf more confidence of urself. U're the main character of ur drama.<br /><br /><br />P.S Shes so Charming!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-5273908077570450956?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-38192764017865559382008-04-26T12:06:00.000-07:002008-04-26T12:28:20.070-07:00Its 3am nw and im still feeling energetic and up for a basketball challenge. Reason? I slept way too much this afternoon.<br /><br />Woke up at 9 this morning to go swimming wif stan, along wif 2 HSC juniors. Tp swimming complex is crowded arnd that time and the sunbathing area in e second lvl is fully packed. Sadly no gals in sight. I haf to wait like 10 minutes before having access to a chair to lie on. Its oily lik crap, but no choice, can see it as a way of saving suntan lotion. After bout half an hr, we went bak to e pool to clear off our oil +D, did some freestyles and butterflies, b4 heading to CS for lunch.<br /><br />Ahhh.. nw the biggest my mouth can stretch is half den usual. The 2 rubberbands tied to my teeth is killing me. Forcing me to go on strike wif food. I wonder hw long more b4 i can relieve myself frm the pain of wearing braces. All the ulcers and stretching frm the rubberbands are paining me to tears. Haiz, Beauty truely comes at a price.<br /><br />Passed my audition for SAjc concert, but im told tt im a borderline case and seriously haf to buck up in order in to play well on May 10. And that Naj be scolded for passing me if i did badly for rehearsal. Guess i haf to put in more effort and time training my scores nw. =/<br />Wad really pisses me off is i lost my concert coupons, worth arnd 100 plus to 200? Holy!<br />Pray that someone kind has taken it and giv it bak to me nex practice. if not so wad if i qualified to play, i'll be so screwed.<br /><br />P.S: Keep smiling, coz u would'nt noe, somebody might be in luv wif em. ^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-3819276401786555938?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-21848961873555792102008-04-11T10:18:00.000-07:002008-04-11T11:20:58.714-07:00tequiero ~<br />每一天都要爱上你<br />想着你沉入梦境<br />一睁眼一清醒<br />第一个想到又是你<br />sarang hey and I love you ~<br />我每天都要爱上你（爱上你）<br />少一天（少一天）就会遗憾<br />陪着你的光阴<br />怎样都不算蹉跎~<br />陪着你的光阴永远都觉得不够~~<br /><br />Every morning go sch hear this song in car radio. [Stuck in my head]<br /><br />* B for project work.. so so la, an average grade. I heaved a sign of relieve.<br />Din expect to be quite sudden, our class was the first to get bak our results, we received it outside the hall due to population constrain inside. I immediately searched for my name and the column of results, at first i saw an A, but on 2nd glance it wasnt mine. I turned out to be a B. Danngg. At least the results on the whole for my class is nt bad. 4 As, 1 C ( which came frm my grp =/ ) and e rest Bs.<br />Im proud of my 4 teammates (Nad,Ahmad,Cader,WeyWey) whu had braved the storms and late nights along wif me for the whole of 2007 for PW, thou none got A and 1 got C, I believe we met our expectations. Thank u guys =d<br />Nt to forget those hu made it Big wif As. Grats! Im green wif envy.<br />Pw can be very unfair, those hu put in the most work might nt get away wif their expected grades, it can be sadening, especially wen some alleged undeserved got e same grade as u. Butten as it may seem PW is all bout the grade, it means more, especially so wen u are the 1 contributing the larger portion. The rewards does nt all have to come in a tangible form. The experience and process is wad matters. As long as u put in the effort, and learn smth out of it.<br /><br />I guess im being too unfair and harsh to myself last few weeks. Tt made me and the people arnd me unhappy. I realized, i want nt just to get good grades, but to enjoy the process of getting em. Studying wif the mindset of nt caring anithing else, such as human emotions, totally ineffective and unforgivable. Currently in the process of striking the balance, big thx 2 those hu were der. =D<br /><br /> [Happiness][Wisdom]<br />_________________ = Ks (Study Equilibrium constant)<br /> [Mug]<br /><br /><br />Ps: Bleach 166 rox! D-grayman Too<br /><br /><br />WiseWords:<br />We shd nt stereotype ppl as gd or bad becoz our prejudice often determines the outcome. If we spend less effort/time on smth or smeone becoz we didnt tink it/he/she will progress much, the eventual deterioration will be a self-fulfilling prophecy.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-2184896187355579210?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-46563351190906790802008-04-01T08:02:00.001-07:002008-04-01T08:53:42.179-07:00No mood 4 studying. I wish all my problems could just go away..<br />I wanna escape, for peace. But i noe i just cant bear myself to do so, due to personal responsibility. Yet, im just as useless.. i cant do shiet to alleviate the situation, to help my loved ones..<br />I hate **, for causing so much grieve. I hate ** , for disrupting our lives and happiness. I hate **, for ** is one i had loved b4, and had given up hope many times...<br /><br />Today is nt a nice day. As usual, math lesson was horrendous and I felt lik killing myself once again. I just dun understand hw to make things better. Someone tell me wad shd i do to make a math lesson a normal 1.<br /><br />Last few daes, i haf this dream, not the one i dreamt during sleep, but 1 which i envisioned when stress came upon me. Picturing me alone playing wif my guitar, settling in a white background bedroom, wif a huge window infront of me that pictures the wide and faraway grassland, the wind blowing gently at my face, and sounding the chimes melody. If onli life could be this peaceful..<br /><br />My pain and worries, no one savvies, even those closests to me..<br />Somedaes, I just yearn for someone to knock at the door of my heart, even if its just a simple greeting, to make me feel at ease.<br />I just realized today's Aprils fool, If onli all these could be a joke.<br /><br />4get it tom will be a great day ahead. i hope...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-4656335119090679080?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-67342988205143858232008-03-23T03:19:00.000-07:002008-03-23T03:50:34.515-07:00I kept telling myself, im gonna study harder after the exam, that i am nt gonna stop here, that i will continue pushing myself until the end of A's. Yet for the last few daes after e Math Paper tt i screwed up, i did nt do much revision. The resolve isnt as strong as it was during e exam. I just cant get things going, hw shd i express it. During O's i can definitely study w/o any hindrance, nw theres so many random things going thru my mind wenever i tried to focus, wads wrong!<br /><br />I thought, probably it is due to exam repercussion, during the exam period was like coffee daily and staying up til the wee hrs. 3-5am. My brain was exploding, I couldnt think properly, vision was blurred, and mood was terrible. I bet i made many ppl piss off of me last few daes, including my family. Sorry. Recently i realized i am the type of person hu says sori easily, coz i tend to unconsciously offend the ppl arnd me all e time =/ Damm this. I wonder if my sorri was sincere at all, or i just said it to make both parties feel better. I guess most of the time its the later. Im starting to hate myself.<br /><br />I decided to retake my chinese to better my aweful Grade E. Yet i was dissuaded by both my chinese n Form teachers. One said that Chinese izzint impt for uni application, and that i shd use the extra time for improving other subs, another said that my chinese had always been grade E, y m i retaking again.<br />Despite these, i still adhere to my decision. Becoz i noe i can do better, at least a C nex time. Butten that means more time haf to be sacrificed. I guess i shd cut down of my time spent on TV, all the 5.30, 7, and 9 pm channal 8 dramas, juz let it go.<br /><br />Nw that theres onli half a yr to go, i must make full use out of it. But first pls lemme find smt to strengthen my resolve for studying.. If nt it'll be all tok but no actions.<br /><br />P.s : IM gonna stay back after sch to revise frm tmr onwards, be it alone or accompanied.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-6734298820514385823?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-70112568447197796032008-02-24T06:03:00.000-08:002008-03-01T18:38:13.480-08:00<a href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/R8oStLj-JGI/AAAAAAAAAC8/MuYPWjhQQVk/s1600-h/DSCN45391.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5172967689395512418" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/R8oStLj-JGI/AAAAAAAAAC8/MuYPWjhQQVk/s320/DSCN45391.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/R8oSaLj-JFI/AAAAAAAAAC0/fELTh-AU-XE/s1600-h/DSCN45381.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5172967362977997906" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/R8oSaLj-JFI/AAAAAAAAAC0/fELTh-AU-XE/s320/DSCN45381.jpg" border="0" /></a></div><div> </div><div>Is my Orientation grp. Yup! finally its over. This week had been my most exerting and stressful yet enjoyable week of my life. I haf 2 agree tt at e start was quite difficult to handle. But as time proceeds, things start to fit in. Got to noe a bunch of really nice, cute, funky and yea i can sae energetic (towards e end) freshies =D. Some staying, some leaving, i just wish all e best 4 em. <div><br /><div></div><div>Heres a cute ting bout em, during e games, dey would say things like "We giv up la, we surrender la, let em win can liao. " I was lik WTf? Wad great team spirit dey haf. However in e end i always knew tt dey would giv their best and win e games (We won most of e games after all =D). Cheering wif em was terrific. Its nt all about the loudness, it was more abt each and everyone of us giving their best ( be it soft or loud speakers) and shouting their hearts out that is worth memorable about. I can nv thank em enulf for being so coorperative. And YEA THANK LAW for seriously cheering out loud during e orientation. I shd be honoured to be the first to hear him shout, and yup its kinda loud too, haha hard 2 imagine huh, way 2 go chicken little =D </div><br /><div>Today was e 24th SD anniversary, i helped out in e event by taking part in e couple dance (Dance song is 5 colours in the hair) wif my sis. And yup again i got to noe many adorable JC1 freshies. We practiced real hard under Wee Yong and YES we delivered a great dance to e audience this morning. Good job good job ppl, especially partner (ElaineHuh) ^^ CM came to watch me too haha so glad he made it thou it was so far and early in the morning. After everything ended we all went to Vivo food republic to eat some noodles called ban xiao mian (Nt sure of e name) and was lik sianzzz. CM said it was e one and onli in SG. -.- Why dun u return my 1 and onli $5.80? =D </div><br /><div></div><div>Ok so nw all activities had came to an end. NOW I WILL CONCENTRATE ON MY 1 AND ONLI A-LVL THIS YR. Im freaking lagging behind and i noe very well myself if i dun pick up myself at this very moment i will die at the very end of this year very very PITIFULLY! I need to start mugging now so Sayonara until the nex time i blog. =d </div><br /><div></div><div>Heres a phrase: Every single droplet of water comes together to help form an ocean, and so every single individual's effort is very impt towards the creation of smth big and great : ) Lets work together towards this great thing!</div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><div></div><div><a href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/R8oRUbj-JDI/AAAAAAAAACk/qeK2JEaTNR4/s1600-h/DSCN4545.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5172966164682122290" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/R8oRUbj-JDI/AAAAAAAAACk/qeK2JEaTNR4/s320/DSCN4545.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/R8oRILj-JCI/AAAAAAAAACc/wS4qgjUOOic/s1600-h/DSCN4544.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5172965954228724770" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/R8oRILj-JCI/AAAAAAAAACc/wS4qgjUOOic/s320/DSCN4544.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/R8oQzLj-JBI/AAAAAAAAACU/JMt3I9Kz8o0/s1600-h/DSCN4543.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5172965593451471890" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/R8oQzLj-JBI/AAAAAAAAACU/JMt3I9Kz8o0/s320/DSCN4543.JPG" border="0" /></a> </div><br /><br /><div><a href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/R8oSDbj-JEI/AAAAAAAAACs/PqmJq8VC0iA/s1600-h/DSCN45381.jpg"></a></div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-7011256844719779603?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-42838142921796597672008-02-03T02:08:00.000-08:002008-02-03T02:49:41.409-08:00Lol just realized its been a year since i posted my last post. Ok first post of the new year. On this comfortable, rainy evening, i finally relinquished the mood for blogging.<br /><br />J2, more work, more scolding, less time. Honeymoon year over, now instead of focusing on my studies, I seemed to be slacking behind..No idear why, just cant seem to sit down and do my work at home. Most of e time i would be either watching TV, check tpjc.net, mayb do a few pages of homework, den go to sleep. IM SO LETHARGIC, so easily tired after i reach home, how now? Perhaps i shd get back to my daily coffee diet, just like e past during Os.<br /><br />JCHOW in town this afternoon!! Being a fan of his for 6 yrs now, i nv even got a chance to see him personally, shd be making my way down to bugis now to see him but due to tight homework schedules and deadlines, I guess i didnt haf much of a choice. 4get it ders always nex time. His new movie GonG fu Guai lan, indeed very guai lan if u see his movie cover. (wad a thing to say being his fan haha) Butten i tink i will enjoy the movie itself coz being a basketball enthusiast myself, i lub watching em dunk. ( Although i noe Jchow cant - being 172cm onli)<br /><br />OGL camp is over and it certainly had its blast. Thou i nv really got very high, ( tried ) the 2nd day was at least much beta den e first. Im in Hercules, ex champ for OG1, Lookin at e situation now, if wan to get e 2nd time champ, must try harder le. The most humiliating is i cant get the bird call rite, which is Hercules trade mark. Must master it b4 OG2 starts, which is 2 weeks frm now, ahhh cant wait. Hope tt by tt time i can really experience the thrill of being OGL. Gambate!<br /><br />Wishing u all happi chinese new year and lotsa ang pow!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-4283814292179659767?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-1230287278838465152007-11-28T22:03:00.000-08:002007-11-28T22:45:35.173-08:00<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Yoz</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">im</span> finally <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">bak</span> 2 blog. The reason why my <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">blog's</span> so out of posts last few weeks is <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">becoz</span> i just dun <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">haf</span> the feel to blog and holidays <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">aint</span> much to write about. Besides i found out <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">ther</span> are many other things waiting for me to do other den blogging. Such as practising my guitar, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">lvling</span> up my maple, watching movies online, and most <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">impt</span> of all . NAPPING !<br /><br />Guitar Camp has been fruitful <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">nt</span> in the sense that we played <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">wif</span> over $200 worth of fruits during the games activity, but that we spent most of the time practising our guitar pieces. After the camp i felt more <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">lik</span> a part of the guitar ensemble, other den bonding and stuff, and also being able to finally play melodious pieces <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">wif</span> the rest of the ensemble, I felt satisfied. Just that <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">im</span> still <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">abit</span> slow at side reading, so i tend to fake play after a few bars of notes <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">haha</span>. Damn i really <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">haf</span> to do <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">alot</span> of catch up. So must <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">chiong</span> during e holidays, if <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">nt</span> the J1's will be teaching me <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">nex</span> year instead of otherwise. =/<br /><br />Service learning has also been fruitful, of <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">coz</span> stressful as well, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">coz</span> we went to a home for e mentally disabled. And <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24">im</span> supposed to come up <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25">wif</span> e games and stuffs, this bothered me for weeks as i could <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26">nt</span> really come up <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_27">wif</span> e appropriate ideas and activities. In the end it's Miss <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_28">Ng</span> who salvaged e situation. Phew, but i really <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_29">haf</span> to admit shes good at handling the people <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_30">ther</span>. The key is to make em feel like 1 of us and to really show <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_31">ur</span> care to em, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_32">tok</span> to em even if <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_33">dey</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_34">doesnt</span> show the interest, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_35">dey</span> will eventually speak up. Its always great to see them smile and laugh.<br /><br />If you would only recognize that life is hard, things would be so much easier for you<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-123028727883846515?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-90132507470280854452007-11-08T04:47:00.000-08:002007-11-11T18:49:39.161-08:00is just a line...<br />Sun<br />-------------------------------------------- <-- <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">im</span> here<br />Rain<br /><br />Results released. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Im</span> glad for most of my friends <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">hu</span> made it, but upset for those <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">hu</span> din, especially for the person <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">hu</span> was responsible for me being in <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">JC</span> now. I seemed to be lingering <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">btw</span> the rain and shine. 1 moment i would be happily joking <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">wif</span> friends and playing basketball, the next moment i would be sitting front of the com or lying next to it on the bed listening to Jay <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">chou's</span><br />"Pu gong <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">ying's</span> date" and "rainbow", for up to 20-30 times until i fell asleep, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">emo</span>-<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">ing</span>... Y? Is it <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">becoz</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">im</span> trying to bring out that <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">emo</span> feeling in me due to the sense of guilty? that wen i am here happily enjoying the promotion and all, some out <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">ther</span> are still worrying bout <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">wher</span> their <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">nex</span> destination will be.<br /><br />Went to <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">Queensway</span> for the first time <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">wif</span> Stan to buy shoe today. I <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">would'nt</span> be if my orange puma shoe <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">aint</span> stolen.. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">Haiz</span> I luv it so much :(<br />Anyway we scout <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">arnd</span> for like 2 hrs before i finally got a pair which i "<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24">tink</span>" <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25">shd</span> suit me. Its more or less similar to my previous wan so yea..Dunno why i cant really find <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26">ani</span> shoe which caught my eye today. Maybe <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_27">becoz</span> too many of em <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_28">liao</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_29">ba</span>. Kan <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_30">le</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_31">Xing</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_32">hua</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_33">liao</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_34">luan</span>. Had <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_35">alot</span> of close sharing <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_36">wif</span> Stan on the way home, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_37">haiz</span> made me ponder over <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_38">alot</span> of things. I must be as filial like him !<br /><br />Dunno why so hot today.. Must be because today is e festive of lights <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_39">lol</span> lame<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_40">Happi</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_41">deepavali</span> all!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-9013250747028085445?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-10662340815163140932007-11-05T05:31:00.000-08:002007-11-05T06:01:22.199-08:00James Naismith inventor of basketball. My chosen <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">ground breaker</span> for <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">nt</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">onli</span> my P.I but also W.R. Yes, u must be thinking how dumb i am for choosing this GB. But wads done cannot be undone. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">im</span> just thankful its over now. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">INR you're next. </span><br /><span style="BACKGROUND-COLOR: #ffff00"></span><br />OP <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">shd</span> be considered a bliss today. We actually had our <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">Econs</span> and Maths teacher for examiners! <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">haha</span> how lucky can we get. But den <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">tt</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">doesn't</span> mean they will go easy on us. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">Wif</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">Peh's</span> Stern face and <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">Quek's</span> weird <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">qns</span>, it <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">wasn't</span> easy to deal with. When its my turn, i was somehow still nervous. Even after millions of rehearse of my part, be it in the toilet, before i went to bed, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">infront</span> of sis, friends, classmates. I can still feel my hand shivering while i was presenting. But <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">thx</span> to the encouraging nods and eye contacts i received from my audience. I made it through w/o a mistake on my script.<br /><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">There's</span> actually nth much on my cue card i was holding (Memory work), <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">cept</span> for a few main points and and a BIG smiling face i drew (to remind myself to smile). <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">Ai</span> ya sadly i did <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">nt</span> refer much to my card so i did not keep a constant =D.<br /><br />For <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">QnA</span> part, i made a joke out of myself. Although <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">nt</span> intended, i seemed to <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24">haf</span> shocked e examiners <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25">wif</span> my aggro reactions to the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26">qns</span>. Friends told me my body language apparently seemed like i will kill the teachers if <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_27">dey</span> dun gimme my <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_28">EE</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_29">hahahaha</span>. Forget it, its over now. Just hope for an A.<br />U heard me A? i said i wan u to be mine. I dun ask for much, i just wan a photo of u on my report card. =/<br /><br />Jays' new album is out! <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_30">Wo</span> hen <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_31">mang</span>, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_32">Zhen</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_33">de</span> hen <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_34">mang</span>.<br />As usual, some tracks sounds weird, some tracks as <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_35">emo</span> as <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_36">eva</span>. Want em? plead me and i will send to u <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_37">hahaha. Til next time, go finish InR liao. </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-1066234081516314093?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-37784601457971834702007-10-31T05:07:00.000-07:002007-10-31T05:52:45.050-07:00A-lvl chinese finally over. Thou my chinese teacher always encourage us nt to do Q4 in compo, i luv to do e opposite. i guess its becoz im picture oriented and can relate to it easier. Just hope i dun go off point this time round. I pray for a B!!!! yes a B coz i noe A is too good to be true.<br /><br />Went to Aunt.Fio shop to do facial today. I can conclude, the first time to such treatment is always the worst. 100% guarantee PAIN!! Just imagine those needle-like equiments piercing throu ur Toutou, den using tissue to force the pus out. Den imagine having going throu that arnd 100 times! Mayb more...<br />A few droplet of tears found its way out of my eye and made its way down my temple. I was thankful the process eventually ended, only after an hr of piercing. My face now as Red as an apple, how to go sch tommorw sia. Just hope that it would be much better by den.<br /><br />Ahhhhh Y do i keep sensing my Grp is gonna die in OP if smth is nth done.<br />Thou Raichu said that our slides are neat and ok. I feel tt its too plain seh. She said that video is not necessary but why are the other grps all having 1. Shiit la i dunno how to decide. Y do i sense that shes not going all out to push my grp? The way she gave pointers to other grps are so different frm how she gave<br />mine. Guess its just that my grp is 1 that cant go far..<br /><br />Dammit la im gonna prove her wrong man. My Grp's gonna get EE for OP<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-3778460145797183470?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-13317561045704365362007-10-19T09:14:00.000-07:002007-10-19T09:48:19.652-07:00This day i witnessed smth i nv tot i would see. He did a great job at covering all the pains and sorrows deep inside his heart. But he still eventually broke down. It came so sudden i was stunned at first. All that was in my mind was words of comfort and encouragements. Words frm the btm of my heart. But these words which are easy to feel, are hard to express. I noe that i can nv understand wad he is going thru now, i tried to put myself in his shoes, but i can nv taste the bitterness he went thru. I wan very much to help, but my capability can only take me as far as a comforter, mayb nt even there.<br /><br />I always tot if someone were to haf me as a close friend, that someone is bliss. Im so wrong, all i can do is shower u wif words that will can u feel better when u're down or sad. In the end, action still speaks louder den words. Mayb wad some of my friends sae is true, i run at the face of difficulty or wen my friend's in trouble.<br /><br />Although i noe very much that during the last few months u needed all the encouragement and help u could get. All i could care about was myself and me promoting, i neglected u and continued in my own revision. I did not care much to constantly remind u bout ur studies or go study outings wif u. Although i used to think that i can only help u if i m better at my studies, i din even make use of wad i had learnt to teach u, to help u out.<br /><br />Now, all i can say is sorry. I truely hope u could pick urself up no matter where ur path leads. U said that everyday is always dong tian for u, and that i cant gib u the warmth u need. But at least, share wif me ur problems and let me bear this coldness wif u. Peng you You nan yi qi dang rite!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-1331756104570436536?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-30207027677815329042007-10-12T23:37:00.000-07:002007-10-13T00:46:44.129-07:00But sad ah still got PW and CHINESE A-<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">lvl</span>. So irritating, want to enjoy fully wen <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">im</span> outside also very hard. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Coz</span> the moment i tot about how screwed up my PW is i will lose all interest in playing. (holy my sis came home bringing her <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">bunge</span> of friends again. Practically using our house for a bridging den, u <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">noe</span> the card game bridge?.. WAD perfect timing but forget it. better finish this <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">wif</span> hasty keys <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">haha</span>.) <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">Haiz</span>, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">hu</span> can save me <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">frm</span> this Heavy workload, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">im</span> just left <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">wif</span> 3 critical days. Must pray harder to get my B, better still if A!<br /><br />My ordeal during the promos was not really a <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">pleasant</span> one, for the first time i mistaken a subject paper for another, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">omg</span> how dumb can i be. I was supposed to be taking a Physics paper on <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">Monday</span> but den i Hook onto maths from <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">Friday</span> to <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">Sunday</span>. Only at 1.00am, the same morning as the physics paper, wen i just finished my maths revision and was so <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">damm</span> relaxed, I was checking my seating arrangement for the paper and den i realize i was studying for the wrong subject all these while, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">WTL</span>! i was stunned for <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">lik</span> a few minutes. I tot about the options available.<br />1.) <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">Pon</span> the paper and get a pass at least.<br />2.) Just go to slip and pray that i will <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">rmb</span> everything bout physics at the last moment.<br />3.) Burn midnight oil and flip <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">thru</span> e physics <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">notez</span>.<br /><br />In the end, i unconsciously picked up my <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24">bunge</span> of physics notes, placed em on my bed, and literally flipped <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25">thru</span> each of em. By the time i finished flipping all e notes, it was close to 4. <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26">Luckily</span> the paper was simple (as told by <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_27">KaYen</span>, Paper not meant to kill), and <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_28">thx</span> to the medical <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_29">oil </span>my mummy gave me, a B grade <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_30">shd</span> be reachable.<br /><br />Chemistry being my weakest subject, and most hated one, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_31">thx</span> to my Chem teacher, I was determined to get a least a pass for this <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_32">Bromo</span> paper. I spent the most time of my revision holidays on Chem, and 1 day b4 the paper i actually spend 6 wholesome hours in the National library studying. First time i tot my outdoor studying was worthwhile <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_33">wif</span> Sam. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_34">hahaha</span>. Still can play Pool after that. And yea my <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_35">hard work</span> eventually paid off, just hope i can reap wad i sow.<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_36">Yst</span> i went for <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_37">soka</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_38">ASD</span> meeting and there was this sharing that really hit me, we must bear our own responsibilities, no matter wad we do, or <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_39">en tasked</span> to do, it is our OWN personal duty to get it done. We cant push the blame to others or to unforeseen circumstances.<br /><br />After the last paper(chem), my class guys went to rock the basketball court. I could not rock as much <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_40">coz</span> of my empty stomach and lack of slip (slept on 1.5 hrs the day b4 chem <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_41">coz</span> too excited). After that we went to D<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_42">ota</span> in <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_43">Katong</span>. Lost 2 won 2 <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_44">lol</span>. I suddenly got <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_45">bak</span> my touch on CS woo! First time eat <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_46">katong</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_47">laksa</span>, really 1 <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_48">ji</span> bang, die die must try.<br /><br />Went to NUS <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_49">wif</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_50">Chong</span> and Pineapple's <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_51">pw</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_52">grp</span> for first time <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_53">yst</span>, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_54">ok</span> it was a doubly wasted trip, we took the same bus twice just to get to NUS, dun ask me how its just so funny. Worst still wen we reached <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_55">ther</span> we could not access the library <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_56">hahahahhahahahah</span>. So in the end it was just a tour to NUS. I took a beautiful scene of this garden down <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_57">der</span>, will upload later. A friend of mine <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_58">hu</span> just graduated <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_59">frm</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_60">ther</span> later saw the photo and told me it was a lover's garden or <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_61">smth</span>.<br /><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_62">Heres</span> a phrase to end this entry "If you're the type of person whose resolve tends to melt away easily, if you find it difficult to stick to <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_63">ur</span> goals, den just renew <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_64">ur</span> determination each time u find <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_65">urself</span> slipping." By <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_66">Daisaku</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_67">Ikeda</span>.<br />Unfortunately i am on the list of this kind of person, so yea this phrase is important to me.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-3020702767781532904?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-27081768507102786162007-09-14T20:07:00.000-07:002007-09-14T20:25:27.654-07:00<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Hmm</span>. Other den my PC, my room is now filled <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">wif</span> nth but dust. I spent my <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">nite</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">yst</span> at my new home. The new home was great, my mum did a good job in the layout of the house. We were just <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">abit</span> too tired <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">frm</span> all e <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">packing</span>. Here m i back again at my old <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">hse</span>, finishing <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">wadeva</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">tt</span> has to be done. Including <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">dismantling</span> this computer.<br /><br />6 years i had spent in this <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">hse</span>, it still feels <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">lik</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">yst</span> wen i had just moved in. I could vividly <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">rmb</span> my first <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">nite</span> in this old <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">hse</span>, I was excited to death <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">lol</span>.<br /><br />As i take my last look at this house, i hope to leave behind <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">wadeva</span> memoirs i had here <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">wif</span> me, be it <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">happi</span> or sad. And start life afresh in my new home.<br />I cant say <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">there is</span> no emotion inside me now, but I just dunno how to put it in words. In short, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">im</span> only <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">a little </span>sad ( I was Prepared <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24">coz</span> i knew we would leave this <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25">hse</span> sooner or later ) to be leaving and trilled to be moving into a new home.<br /><br />Guess i might <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26">nt</span> be blogging for the next few weeks or so <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_27">coz</span> no connection and I will be <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_28">bz</span> mugging for <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_29">bromos</span>. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_30">Thx</span> for hearing and All e best 2 everyone for upcoming exams. Beta get packing now =/<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-2708176850710278616?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-84213349008448415042007-09-11T03:56:00.000-07:002007-09-11T05:01:59.592-07:00I'll still cherish the memoirs we have once shared. Until <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">dey</span> fade away."<br />Phrase From Bleach Movie Memories of Nobody.<br /><br />Today is one of the days i call unfortunate. Oh well, negative <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Karma</span> cant be avoided, just like how the soccer ball came crashing onto my lower lip at a speed of sound. If it was in the old <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">daes</span>, this was nth. But with my braces on now, i ought to be more careful. A red X-axis line appear on my lower lips , adding <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">wif</span> it a few sine or cos curves if u zoom in.<br /><br />Bad impression- Last few days, I kept staying up late in the night to finish <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">homework</span>. Causing me to feel so lethargic in School. Falling asleep in class every now and den. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">KaYen</span> even said my behaviour is getting ___.(Forgot wad adjective he used.) Have to admit <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">im</span> wrong for sleeping in class when there were 2 other <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">invigilating</span> teachers <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">arnd</span>. So disrespectful of me, but really cant help it <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">tt</span> day <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">sia</span>, my eyelid seemed to weigh heavier each second i hold them up. B4 i knew i was shut down.<br /><br />I hate the feeling of being distracted most of the time and the fact that <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">im</span> so sensitive. (Even if its just small little things, i still feel affected in some ways.)<br />I <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">needa</span> get stronger.<br />Problems and stress. They are just like the monsters u face in Maple, for each monster u kill, u gain exp. And thus the stronger u get as u level up. The problem is , the higher the level u get, the higher the level of monsters, therefore the problems u face become bigger.<br />Maybe it will be better if we just forget the troubles for a day or 2, enjoying life 2 e maximum. But den, no pain no gain. Escape is not an excuse.<br /><br />Fail 2 plan = Plan 2 fail.<br />G2g do <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">SL</span> and PW stuff <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">liao</span>. But <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">mayb</span> i will <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">haf</span> a power nap first <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">haha</span>.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-8421334900844841504?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-32816716072580502972007-09-01T00:59:00.000-07:002007-09-01T18:22:50.050-07:00<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Waa</span></span>.. <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Doesn't</span> the Piano tracks of Bu <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">nen</span></span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">shuo</span></span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">de</span></span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">mimi</span></span> sound Lovely? So peaceful, so stimulating, if <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">onli</span></span> i can play it as and wen i <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">lik</span></span> on a <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">Pianu</span></span>. But too bad I no music talent. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">Smths</span></span> i feel <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">damm</span></span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">pek</span></span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">cek</span></span>. Love to hear, love to sing but dunno how to play em, disgraceful. Forget it, just stick to my Hp mp3. BUT STILL NO EAR PIECE. How ah <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">Chunming</span></span>? no music no life. U bear to see me fade away <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">frm</span></span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">ur</span></span> life? <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">hahaha</span></span><br /><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">Yst</span></span> was teacher's day. A day when the teachers can sit <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">bak</span></span>, "relax" and watch the performances prepared by the students. Even thou i doubt <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">dey</span></span> can even relax for a day. Some of the teachers still have to rush for assignments and mark double e workload.<br />Its more of a day when the students shower their love on em, cards and <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">present</span> representing our heart felt gratitude, appreciating how much <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">dey</span></span> did for us.<br /><br /><br />Went <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">bak</span></span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">Haising</span></span> Catholic <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">wif</span></span> a <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">bunge</span></span> of current <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24">TPJ'cians</span></span> (10-15), met many old friends, very few teachers. Most of em MIA. Avoiding? perhaps. Luckily Mr yup and <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_27"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25">Tay</span></span> (Form teachers of 4e2 . 2006) prepared a room for us(4e2) <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_28"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26">liao</span></span>. Hm, just met up e 4e2 peeps during e June holidays, so <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_29"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_27">nt</span></span> much nostalgia <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_30"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_28">feelins</span></span> towards em. Its more of the teachers and the School <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_31"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_29">ba</span></span>. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_32"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_30">Nt</span></span> much change. Mr <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_33"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_31">Tay</span></span> still as macho as <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_34"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_32">eva</span></span>, but seemed stress <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_35"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_33">frm</span></span> sch work, Mr Yup looks more Macho! <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_36"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_34">Haha</span></span> mixed too much <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_37"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_35">wif</span></span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_38"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_36">Tay</span></span> i <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_39"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_37">tink</span></span>? o.0<br /><br /><br />Went to <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_40"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_38">Whitesands</span></span> to eat after e meet, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_41"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_39">woa</span></span> huge transformation. I even mixed up the position of the escalators. Its been <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_42"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_40">lik</span></span> 8 months since i went to <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_43"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_41">Whitesands</span></span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_44"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_42">ba</span></span>, still <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_45"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_43">rmbed</span></span> i used to hangout <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_46"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_44">der</span></span> after school in <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_47"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_45">Haising</span></span>. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_48"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_46">Nt</span></span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_49"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_47">animore</span></span>, now is, home sweet home st8 away after school ends.<br /><br /><br /><br />September holidays is here again, time to Pia, its always during this time if year i start to get serious, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_50"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_48">Muahaha</span></span> Watch out ah Muggers, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_51"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_49">im</span></span> gonna snatch <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_52"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_50">ur</span></span> place <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_53"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_51">anitime</span></span>. Be it in <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_54"><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_52">MacDonald</span></span>, library, or even in the Top Ranking list <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_55"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_53">hahahaha</span></span>! All e best to every1 in coming Promos. Thou Number 1 is a nice number, i still wan to see all of u in J2 <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_56"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_54">nex</span></span> year. =D<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><strong>All Pics below taken <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_55">frm</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_56">ChristIne</span> Blog, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_57">thx</span> ah <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_58">haha</span></strong><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/Rtkm3Rf3RcI/AAAAAAAAAB0/dCtBopHBcSs/s1600-h/4e2+TPJ+6+houses.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5105154383632876994" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 254px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 179px" height="209" alt="" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/Rtkm3Rf3RcI/AAAAAAAAAB0/dCtBopHBcSs/s320/4e2+TPJ+6+houses.jpg" width="279" border="0" /></a><br /><div>Ex 4e2. Amazingly, we are <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_59">frm</span> 6 different <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_60">hses</span> in <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_61">Tpj</span>. Din notice b4, spotted by (M.P.C) Mel, Pam and <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_62">ChristIne</span> outside <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_63">Haising</span>.</div><br /><div></div><br /><a href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/Rtko6Bf3ReI/AAAAAAAAACE/BA-uJ88oNXk/s1600-h/4e2.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5105156629900772834" style="WIDTH: 284px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 198px" height="220" alt="" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/Rtko6Bf3ReI/AAAAAAAAACE/BA-uJ88oNXk/s320/4e2.jpg" width="285" border="0" /></a> 4e2 complete. Some not in pic<br /><div></div><a href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/Rtkoaxf3RdI/AAAAAAAAAB8/kOfOum9OJqQ/s1600-h/4e2.3.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5105156093029860818" style="CURSOR: hand" height="194" alt="" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/Rtkoaxf3RdI/AAAAAAAAAB8/kOfOum9OJqQ/s320/4e2.3.jpg" width="264" border="0" /></a><br />4e2 and Mr.<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_64">Tay</span>. Incomplete<br /><div><br /> </div><div></div><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5105157626333185522" style="CURSOR: hand" height="201" alt="" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/Rtkp0Bf3RfI/AAAAAAAAACM/2jm591pWy1g/s320/4e2.2.jpg" width="281" border="0" /> 4e2 complete <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_65">wif</span> Mr <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_66">Tay</span>. Mr Yup MIA</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-3281671607258050297?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-74821059413132289912007-08-25T00:03:00.000-07:002007-08-27T06:12:52.174-07:00Ah <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">hah</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">bak</span> to blog again after 2 long weeks. I always <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">hesitate</span> when i wan to blog, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">coz</span> blogging really takes up <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">alot</span> of time, once i start very hard 2 stop. So many tings to consider b4 i can put it down in words, some tings are just bu <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">nen</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">shuo</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">de</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">mimi</span>. Either too sensitive if not too personal. If u realize, i seldom <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">tok</span> about myself in my blog. Most of the time is about others. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">Thats</span> wad Raymond told me la dunno true <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">anot</span>. wad u all <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">tink</span>?<br /><br />Again, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">im</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">bz</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">wif</span> PW deadlines and test revisions. Practically <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">thers</span> chem spa, physics test, GP test, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">Econs</span> test and <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">chinese</span> test in the last 2 weeks. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">Waa</span> can die rite? Den also must catch up <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">wif</span> all e new topics being taught lately, especially Organic. So <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">damm</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">in dept</span>. In lecture it is 50% paying attention and 50% trying to break the code of wad those lecturers are saying. So its <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">damm</span> pathetic for <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24">ppl</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25">lik</span> me. (slow..........................) I must admit <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26">im</span> slow at catching tings, so <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_27">weneva</span> u see me <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_28">dao</span> u even wen u speak to me. I am in deep tots. Once broken considered sold. So <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_29">pls</span> avoid breaking my tots =D<br /><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_30">Disappointed</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_31">repeatedly</span>. First, its GP test (23/50), den Chem test ( 33/60 )<br />i expected at least 45 for chem but due to strict marking scheme and also <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_32">becoz</span> I wrote f instead of F. Marks grow wings and fly away. Later on is the Chinese test. ( 22/60 ) <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_33">Lowest</span> in class once again. Thou expected, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_34">chosing</span> the wrong <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_35">qns</span> cannot be an excuse for failing. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_36">Dey</span> say bad tings usually happen all at once, guess <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_37">dey</span> r rite. I can only hope that <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_38">dey</span> are gone already.<br /><br />Bruises and injuries, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_39">dey</span> can be found all over my knee and elbow. After playing soccer ( <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_40">kanna</span> trip by NB ) and basketball ( fell down thrice in a wet day ) yesterday. Dun ask me why i <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_41">lov</span> turning in the rain( <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_42">wif</span> the ball ), <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_43">mayb</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_44">becoz</span> more <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_45">stlye</span>? <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_46">wif</span> those slipping effect <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_47">haha</span>. Den also can entertain <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_48">ppl</span>. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_49">Dey</span> just cant wait to see me fall <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_50">lmao</span>.<br /><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_51">一人一半感情不散,一人一点感情才会永久 . lol this means 1 person 1 half, feelings will not split. 1 person 1 bit, feelings will last 4eva. Dun mind my broken english. Phrase frm 881</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-7482105941313228991?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-7406070620124764172007-08-09T09:22:00.000-07:002007-08-10T01:43:56.886-07:00<a href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/RrteFHA3YZI/AAAAAAAAABs/VuJ6xq8ZwWs/s1600-h/08082007144.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5096770845174882706" style="WIDTH: 253px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" height="320" alt="" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/RrteFHA3YZI/AAAAAAAAABs/VuJ6xq8ZwWs/s320/08082007144.jpg" width="273" border="0" /></a> <strong>Red top white bot - White ball aiming Red ball. </strong><br /><strong>I lub Singapore =D<br /></strong><br /><br /><a href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/Rrtdy3A3YYI/AAAAAAAAABk/aJzfNrq-ZBA/s1600-h/08082007141.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5096770531642270082" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/Rrtdy3A3YYI/AAAAAAAAABk/aJzfNrq-ZBA/s320/08082007141.jpg" border="0" /></a> <strong>Steady pom pipi Jackson.<br /></strong><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/Rrtdd3A3YXI/AAAAAAAAABc/nIaHfPuXFu0/s1600-h/08082007139.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5096770170865017202" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/Rrtdd3A3YXI/AAAAAAAAABc/nIaHfPuXFu0/s320/08082007139.jpg" border="0" /></a> <strong>Nt bad for first timer Cader. JAck is tucking in shirt.<br /></strong><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/RrtdRnA3YWI/AAAAAAAAABU/6MYyB7sx1ss/s1600-h/08082007137.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5096769960411619682" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/RrtdRnA3YWI/AAAAAAAAABU/6MYyB7sx1ss/s320/08082007137.jpg" border="0" /></a> <strong>Stylo Milo Raymond<br /></strong><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/Rrtc7HA3YVI/AAAAAAAAABM/C4DJKnx2ApY/s1600-h/08082007134.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5096769573864563026" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/Rrtc7HA3YVI/AAAAAAAAABM/C4DJKnx2ApY/s320/08082007134.jpg" border="0" /></a> <strong>Cader as flagraiser. Way 2 go boi</strong><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/RrtbwnA3YUI/AAAAAAAAABE/4OEbycGv5-M/s1600-h/09082007154.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5096768293964308802" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/RrtbwnA3YUI/AAAAAAAAABE/4OEbycGv5-M/s320/09082007154.jpg" border="0" /></a> <strong>Fire Works in action. SO smoky</strong><br /><br /><br /></div><div><a href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/RrtbfXA3YTI/AAAAAAAAAA8/fr4iPZmrqfg/s1600-h/09082007151.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5096767997611565362" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/RrtbfXA3YTI/AAAAAAAAAA8/fr4iPZmrqfg/s320/09082007151.jpg" border="0" /></a> <strong>Gay looks wee<br /></strong><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/RrtbJnA3YSI/AAAAAAAAAA0/xYaRgsRMgPo/s1600-h/09082007155.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5096767623949410594" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/RrtbJnA3YSI/AAAAAAAAAA0/xYaRgsRMgPo/s320/09082007155.jpg" border="0" /></a> <strong>This view rocks ! Its raining colours.</strong></div><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div><a href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/RrtadnA3YQI/AAAAAAAAAAk/bdvDhWnfKZw/s1600-h/09082007149.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5096766868035166466" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/RrtadnA3YQI/AAAAAAAAAAk/bdvDhWnfKZw/s320/09082007149.jpg" border="0" /></a> <strong>AAron and i. Sup?</strong></div><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/RrtZ33A3YPI/AAAAAAAAAAc/8SApluT2ReM/s1600-h/09082007148.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5096766219495104754" style="WIDTH: 319px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 238px" height="197" alt="" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/RrtZ33A3YPI/AAAAAAAAAAc/8SApluT2ReM/s320/09082007148.jpg" width="278" border="0" /></a> <strong>Me, May and bookworm jie jies<br /></strong><br /><br /><div><a href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/RrtY0nA3YOI/AAAAAAAAAAU/wwFpNCwgLmw/s1600-h/09082007145.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5096765064148902114" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/RrtY0nA3YOI/AAAAAAAAAAU/wwFpNCwgLmw/s320/09082007145.jpg" border="0" /></a> <strong>Me after my make up on hair</strong></div><br /><br /><br /><div><br /><a href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/RrtYpXA3YNI/AAAAAAAAAAM/6vZ0nv6Fvho/s1600-h/09082007147.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5096764870875373778" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_9RGhMWZsodI/RrtYpXA3YNI/AAAAAAAAAAM/6vZ0nv6Fvho/s320/09082007147.jpg" border="0" /></a> <strong>4 da tian wang</strong></div><br /><br /><br /><div><br />Woo finally it has come and finally it is over. The long awaited day is <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">truely</span> amazing in all ways. U get the navy, land and <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">RSAF</span> units to perform for u in the Marina floating platform. But the more <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">impt</span> thing is that this year <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">THERES</span> ME <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">WAHAHAH</span>! yea yea i performed as an SSA member (<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">Soka</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">association</span>) and contributed to the nation! <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">Im</span> so proud <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">lmao</span>. The ones dressed in golden and white is my section. Can u spot me? probably not <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">haha</span> so many <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">ppl</span>.<br /><br />Spirit was high and everyone was enjoying so much so much. Fireworks rocked the sky and we(participants) rocked the platform. How can i describe this feeling? It was sweet and fresh <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">lik</span> a strawberry, yet it was also bitter in its own unique ways. i nearly shed tears when i watched the touching video of our performance during the Preview ( 2 <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">Saturdays</span> ago ) at <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">Soka</span> center today. I tot i would shed more during the performance. But <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">tt</span> kind of was soon gone and everyone started to get high and jump <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">arnd</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">wif</span> joy after e show. Sad i cant enjoy 2 e maximum <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">coz</span> of my soar throat.<br />8 months gone so fast, I will miss those days and my group mates, after all <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">tt</span> we had been through, it has finally paid off.<br /><br /><br />A show is considered success <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">nt</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">onli</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">wif</span> a good performance, but also a good performance that has no injuries or casualties. We demonstrate a great show today, and the weather showed its support too. =D<br /></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-740607062012476417?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-90858822555877645062007-08-07T06:40:00.000-07:002007-08-07T08:13:27.252-07:00Jovial, fun and contented describes my first half of the day. Perhaps i got over the melancholic me and started my day <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">wif</span> much hope and vibrant. 1 look at D.C and i knew that he is beaming <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">wif</span> joy, Reason? love is in the air and he is on cloud 9. I was green <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">wif</span> envy. If <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">onli</span> he's could last, Brilliant. Bad ting is, he was so L<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">an</span> L<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">an</span> S<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">an</span> S<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">an</span> during lessons and all <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">tt</span> was in his mind was his "piece of music". Cannot focus = bad learning attitude ah. Worst still he became so sensitive. So many What ifs came out from his tots. Can understand la, this kind of feeling hard 2 explain. To be <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">happi</span> is good, but cannot rely <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">our</span> mood on just a particular someone or something. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">There are</span> always so many other tings for us 2 be worth <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">happi</span> for. =D<br /><br /><br />My day crushed 2 its lowest after sch today. I <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">noe</span> i <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">shd</span> had been understand, about his reactions to comply <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">wif</span> his classmates. But den it still hurts knowing how many years we've been friends. Me n D.c asked if we could join, but den he just totally ignored us and continued <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">wif</span> his basketball game, 3 times i asked. 3 times i was ignored. I felt <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">lik</span> a Goon, so <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">embarrassed</span>. Den we just walk off. I <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">noe</span> he reacted this way <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">becoz</span> of his classmates ( <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">dey</span> din <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">lik</span> 2 play <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">wif</span> me, always say i solo ). He <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24">aint</span> wrong, just <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25">tt</span> i was being too emotional.<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26">Emo written all over my face</span> as i go home. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_27">Tink</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_28">nex</span> time better <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_29">nt</span> play <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_30">wif</span> em <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_31">le</span>.<br /><br /><br />Tan <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_32">Ka</span> Yen 2<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_33">nd</span> law of life states that we <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_34">shd</span> live each day Gainfully. Which also means living each day 2 the maximum.<br />I know it's a common phrase, but sadly it has to be reminded <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_35">frm</span> time 2 time, in fact everyday. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_36">Ka</span> yen: "If u leave this world 1 day, would u <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_37">haf</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_38">ani</span> regrets?" St8 away, many things flow to my mind. Would u?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-9085882255587764506?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-63103392917986619082007-08-06T07:03:00.000-07:002007-08-06T07:45:50.600-07:00ThermoChem test over today. Felt so shiok for once as i left the lecture theatre, first time felt so confident tt i will do well in my paper. Hahaha complacent narhh. Pinging for studies now, burning late nite oil and slurping more coffees. How long can my brain tahan b4 it breaks down? Perfectly no idea. This is so lik me, once i get into study mood i will Pia until every single brain cells of mine is fully utilized. This type of study moment hard to come by, so must treasure it. But ***( ARG my sis kept singing like she is superstar, she had been on it for lik an hour now? wtL pardon me but its so disturbing. She said she haf to keep singing in order to stay awake to study. Oh My Tian typical MJcians )*** most of the time i am lik wad goes in 50% come out. Smth nth goes out.. becoz NTH went in lol.<br /><br />What is life w/o music. I want my earpiece back! or rather C.M earpiece. How 2 relax w/o my music, cannot study also.. always kanna distracted. Damn it la how did i lost it? Must get 1 asap.<br />Ai kun liao Gd nite.<br /><br />Bei ai shi XING fu de, ai ni de ren que shi hao XIN ku.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-6310339291798661908?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-25491474338308716182007-08-02T07:36:00.000-07:002007-08-02T08:38:19.401-07:00<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Heiya</span>! Time pass by so quickly, promos approaching nearer and nearer. And here m i <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">slackin</span> away. These week kept playing basketball( instead of studying in sch). Just cant resist the temptation of twisting and turning <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">arnd</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">wif</span> the ball <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">haha</span>. Den wen i reached home that time already so0 tired, fell asleep immediately rite after i lay on my nest. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">Nex</span> ting i <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">noe</span> its already sunrise.<br /><br />Me = pig. Today dunno y still feel so sleepy even after 10 hrs of sleep last <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">nite</span>. Guess <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">im</span> losing my interest in studies. Basketball is all <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">tts</span> in my mind.. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">arg</span> i kept losing my focus! Had a heart felt talk <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">wif</span> D.c at e <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">BBt</span> shop after sch today, Yuan <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">lai</span> his heart is <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">onli</span> big <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">enulf</span> for 1 gal, such a faithful guy. Together <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">wif</span> the Coffee mint, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">Jaychou</span> song as the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">backgrnd</span> music and the windy atmosphere, it was so refreshing <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">sia</span>...After that went 2 play <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">bkb</span> again <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">wif</span> Sam <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">dey</span> all. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">Haiz</span>, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24">mayb</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25">bkb</span> is a form of relaxation for me 2 escape <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26">frm</span> this stressful environment?<br />Basketball equals Negative tots and memories. Felt so <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_27">shiok</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_28">wheneva</span> the ball is in my hand, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_29">coz</span> it'll be at my free disposal <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_30">muahahaha</span>. I will just dump all my Fan <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_31">naos</span> into the basket <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_32">YEa</span>!<br /><br /><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_33">Tonite</span> is <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_34">Law</span> lucky <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_35">nite</span>. U did well bro. Proud of u <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_36">lol</span>. But <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_37">pls</span> make up <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_38">ur</span> mind between the 2 <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_39">Disney</span> characters. Mickey mouse or Goofy dog =D<br /><br /><br />Some stories, or confessions are beta left unsaid, left forgotten, rite <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_40">frm</span> the start. Otherwise, it <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_41">shd</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_42">haf</span> an end. <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_43">Doesn't</span> matter if it is happily <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_44">eva</span> after, or happily <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_45">eva</span> b4.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-2549147433830871618?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-45040656453914512652007-07-27T08:09:00.000-07:002007-07-28T22:03:05.611-07:00<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">27 july-</span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error">Yeos</span>! been a while since i blogged. This week <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">ahh</span> really <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">damm</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">bz</span>. Deadlines of draft E.o.M and "Written report intro" drives me to ma limits yesterday. Stayed up till 3plus a.m( of <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">coz</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">wif</span> the help of coffee ) to finish my e.o.m <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">onli</span>. Den today <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">haf</span> to rush the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">WR</span> in library b4 handing in. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">Haiz</span>, my group members all got <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">smth</span> on, leaving "<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">ke</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">lian</span>" <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">de</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">Wo</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">wif</span> the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">Saikang</span>. Den still got physics test ( which i definitely screwed up ) and maths stuffs. ( so so so many things to photocopy and inform ) Being a maths rep already <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">sux</span>, worst still if u have a M.teacher <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">lik</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">Mrs Quek</span>.<br /><br />Soaking basketball was hilarious and As5 aching. My performance in the slippery court today was nth but a disgrace and a joke. Naturally <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">becoz</span> i skipped lunch and had <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">onli</span> 2 hrs of sleep the day b4. Fell down thrice in the as5, it really hurts. Overall CM n <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">Raymon</span> played the best. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">Mayb</span> wet days is their optimum condition? They are the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24">onli</span> 1s running <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25">arnd</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26">lik</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_27">monkeys</span> in e court. Especially CM. m i rite? =D . 3 hrs of basketball burned away all e fuel left in me. Fell asleep b4 i could finish this blog at 27 <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_28">July</span> 10p.m.<br /><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_29">28 July- </span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error">NDP</span> preview was considered a success and every1s spirit was so high after e show. Just a pity that a friend of mine could not perform due to his 38.2 degree fever. He initially wanted to continue but was asked to go home instead. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_30">Haiz</span>, but if this was the actual day, and he suffer the same condition ( touch wood ), I will still encourage him to perform. After all it was all just for that day yea? Pray that all would be a success on 9 august. Bless we all!<br /><br />Sometimes tings just do not happen the way u wan, no matter how much effort u put in, whether it is a success or not depends on heavens will. This is wad we call "mou shi zai ren chen shi zai tian." Quoted by CM.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-4504065645391451265?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-80254555771898748282007-07-16T07:05:00.000-07:002007-07-20T02:50:56.760-07:00Today sulk whole day, dunno <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">izzit</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">becoz</span> of the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">ppl</span> or the pimples. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">Haiz</span> suddenly all pop <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">chu</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">lai</span>. Si <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">bei</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">SIANZ</span>. Had i <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">noe</span> i dun buy the product <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">liao</span>, worsen my condition <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">oni</span>. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">Tink</span> must go seek advise <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">frm</span> doctor <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">liao</span>. Just <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">lik</span> "<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">Chong</span>". But <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">nv</span> will i submit myself to female hormones <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">ahahaha</span>.<br /><br />Things brighten up during the badminton open. Me and Jack made it <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">thru</span> to e quarter-finals this afternoon. This time round we finally met our match in doubles. Was 1 hell of a close match, but after much sweating and wanking and smashing, we manage to grab e winning shot <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">wif</span> the score 24-23 phew... <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">Wo</span>0t! Feels so <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">shiok</span> to be able to win someone of the same standard, just wen was e last time i felt this way <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">hahahah</span>. Thanks Stanley for lending me his <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">Kason</span> racket and shorts. (which covered up to only half of my thigh), definitely does not go well <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24">wif</span> Jack XL <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25">Tpjc</span> badminton shirt. Feel so <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26">pek</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_27">cek</span> having to wear his badminton shirt <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_28">coz</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_29">im</span> not one of em! he himself dun dare to wear <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_30">sia</span>. Still <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_31">rmb</span> last week having to wear <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_32">Chong's</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_33">tpjc</span> table-tennis shirt while playing badminton, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_34">ahh</span> already so embarrassed. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_35">Nex</span> time must not forget my shirt <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_36">liao</span>.<br /><br />A desire can overcome all objections and obstacles, if u desire to win, ur pathway seems more clearer den eva. =D<br /><br />Was just <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_37">tokin</span> to Stan, a good buddy as well as Captain of mine in <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_38">HaiSing</span>, badminton, he is a kind, helpful, humorous and approachable nice guy whom i got along very well <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_39">wif</span> for 4+ years. Currently going through some dreadful period but i n<span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_40">oe</span> it will all turn out well very soon. Right Stan? so <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_41">Gambate</span> dun <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_42">gib</span> up. This <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_43">column</span> just for u Gan dong ma ? <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_44">Hahahaha</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-8025455577189874828?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-83891105812296968962007-07-12T07:22:00.000-07:002007-07-13T21:40:35.983-07:00<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Elo</span> here m i again for <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">bloggi</span>. Topic for <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Chinese</span> oral was easy but i screwed it <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">damn</span> hard. Many things are often left unsaid wen i got nervous, <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">think</span> will get a retest <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">next</span> year yawn.<br />I started on my first single match which is also the last match in the badminton inter-house yesterday, lost to Lawrence 21-18 <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">haha</span> but it was really a Great game. It has been one year since i really bounced around the full court. Partner Jackson and I had a breeze <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">thru</span> the doubles match =D. This inter-house brought <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">back</span> many memories <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">from</span> the past in <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">HaiSing</span>. I was in the badminton sch team den, <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">there</span> was always so much fun and laughter at every training. I really missed em all. Stan, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">JH</span>, gee, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">jiajun</span>, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">galvin</span> and more.<br /><br />Now, instead of the racket which i once held <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">with</span> confidence, the guitar is always right by my side. Seriously <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">dun</span> feel <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">gd</span> walking <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">arnd</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">wif</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">smth</span> i dun fare well in. Thou trying to improve on my fingering <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">skills</span>, progress is very slow and now i am already determined to commit all my free time to studying. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">Smths</span> the thought of <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24">leavin</span> guitar and <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25">joinin</span> some Sports <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26">CCA</span> came to my mind, as it is <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_27">wher</span> i <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_28">truely</span> belongs. Nothing really left to hold me <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_29">bak at present</span>.<br /><br />Talking bout study, things are starting to work out the way i wan it to be. Now i always give 200% of my attention during lectures and tutorials no matter how pathetic the lecturers were. Mr <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_30">Ka</span> yen is right, sorrow is man's best teacher. Thou i feel freaking bad neglecting my friends (especially CM) and <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_31">shutting</span> em up during lessons, i dun <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_32">haf</span> a choice, i need 2 buck up, and i hope every1 <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_33">arnd</span> me will follow suit and do well in e promos so we can see each other again in J2. That is what a true friend really wants to see.<br /><br />Funny happenings-<br />Ah.. First time i missed a bus thou i was at e bus stop all e time. Me and law were waiting for bus 12 in e bus-stop, den we saw Ray and <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_34">Lim</span> walking at e other side of e bus stop (<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_35">wif</span> current <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_36">infront</span> em), Ray den acted as if he <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_37">wans</span> to approach current <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_38">frm</span> behind =D. Pissing Law off <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_39">haha</span>. The <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_40">nex</span> thing i <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_41">noe</span> i saw bus 12 drove past us. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_42">WtL</span>, it Did stop at the bus stop but we did not notice it <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_43">onli</span> until it went off. We blamed each other for <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_44">nt</span> paying attention. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_45">Haiz</span> why must <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_46">dey</span> appear at this time.<br /><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_47">Ok</span> la must stop now. Got 2 <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_48">haf</span> an early rest to prepare for tom's 2.4km run.<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_49">Heres</span> a phrase i saw e other day but forgot <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_50">wher</span> it came <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_51">frm</span>.<br />A true close friend is described as such wen both of u sitting side by side and remaining silent throughout for a long time but felt that u <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_52">haf</span> the best of conversation <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_53">wif</span> him/her at the end of everything. I felt this way too wen i was <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_54">wif</span> some of my great buddies. So learn to treasure each n every1 of em, as True friends dun come easily. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_55">Nitez</span>!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-8389110581229696896?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-4987000519543259162007-07-06T07:41:00.000-07:002007-07-06T10:19:50.415-07:0056% physics 38% maths 30% chem. As predicted maths and chem failed terribly. physics barely make it. If these were the promo marks, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">GG</span>. I knew the results would <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">have</span> been appalling, but it still hurts each time i receive back my exam papers. This kind of depress feeling slowly turns numb and fade away eventually as u get bak more of ur screwed up papers. Now i noe y some ppl who are so accustomed to failing remains impassive when dey received their standard results, some even feel proud for getting those "outstanding" results.<br />Im gradually turning into 1 of them... zhen me ban? These few days also must force myself to be happy thou im very very down in the dumps. So damm sianz..<br />Haf to bak up frm today onwards liao.<br />I wan to see my name in the table rank again. I wan to score for my every subjects. I wan to excel in PW and get an A in Chinese. I must succeed! lol gone ki siao liao. But these will be my aim frm now on. Must focus and i thy not be distracted by anithing else. No more slackin, no more lazing arnd. I must crave out a path for myself !<br />Rainbow will always imerge after a heavy rain. How brilliant ur rainbow will be depends on how much u can endure when the going gets tough. So jiayou every1! We can do it!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-498700051954325916?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-22200151396489860922007-07-01T07:30:00.000-07:002007-07-01T10:58:23.676-07:00And all the credit goes to our "skin" designer of e week Wang Ming <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Yue</span></span>. applause! <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Haha</span></span> my sis is really hooked up on this skin design thingy for the last few... weeks. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Thats</span></span> rite during the mugging period she had the time 2 click and brush up on her <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">skinz</span></span> while every1 else is <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">goin</span></span> crazy for their mid-yr. She claims <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">tt</span></span> she feels a sense of accomplishment and satisfaction wen other <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">ppl</span></span> use her <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">skinz</span></span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">haha</span></span>. Wonder if she feels the same way wen she see my blog? O_o<br /><br />Today really <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">damm</span></span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">damm</span></span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">damm</span></span> super <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">sian</span></span>. Watched Kids Central in e morning(Cartoon transformer was non-<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">sensical</span></span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">haha</span></span>). <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">Dota</span></span>-ed in the early afternoon ( Actually going for the Milk run(Charity) near <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">Zouk</span></span> this afternoon but cant find <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">ani</span></span>1 to follow me.SAD... every1 got valid reasons not 2 go. wad just ran <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">yst</span></span> den tired, wad leg cramp. )<br />I thus rot at home until 4.30 wen i could not take it <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">animore</span>, i took my hp(<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">wif</span> earpiece), wore my puma shoes and off i went 2 the park for jogging.<br /><br />The last time i jogged outside my <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">hse</span> was <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">lik</span> years ago. Still could <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">rmb</span> wen i was younger,my stamina was 1 <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24">ji</span> bang, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25">tt</span> time still got company so can drive me to my limits. Today's jog <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26">onli</span> made me realize how old i had become. After 3 rounds <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_27">arnd</span> the 2 neighbouring condos, i break down <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_28">liao</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_29">ahahha</span>. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_30">nt</span> bad <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_31">le</span> at least still can jog non-stop 4 <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_32">arnd</span> 2.5km. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_33">Haiz</span>, gonna leave this place soon, so better jog a few more times if not <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_34">nex</span> time no more chance <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_35">liao</span> =(<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_36">Ahh</span> also must invite old pals 2 swim 1 last time at my place. Stan, S<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_37">am</span>, L<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_38">iang</span>, J<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_39">ingheng</span>, <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_40">Hermann</span>... n more!<br /><br />Had a cold shower after e run, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_41">waa</span> super <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_42">shiok</span>, bath for <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_43">arnd</span> 20minutes <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_44">LOL</span>. Too lazy to get out of e shower. This jog really made me sort out some thoughts and queries. Felt so much better, fresh, younger and energetic <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_45">WOo</span>. I felt <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_46">lik</span> i could run 3 more rounds <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_47">ahhh</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_48">lol</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_49">jkjk</span>,<br />if really did <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_50">tt</span> i will suffer 3 days concussion <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_51">sia</span>.<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_52">Hmm</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_53">tts</span> it for <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_54">tonite</span>. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_55">Heres</span> a phrase. "For every mountain there is a miracle."<br />I climbed my mountain this evening, miracle is... i felt 3 years younger ^.^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-2220015139648986092?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-10300313199022854182007-06-28T09:31:00.000-07:002007-06-28T10:36:54.594-07:00Finally can take a breather. Thou over <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">liao</span></span>, can only say i screwed up my mid-year. All the H1 <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">subjects</span> and GP mayb still can make it. H2 maths and chem sure fail ding, and my physics which i was determined to score in also can barely make it. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Ahhh</span></span> i wan to kill myself <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">sia</span></span>. It was a tiring and pathetic week. Been burning the oil almost everyday during exam week. (Ling <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">shi</span></span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">bao</span></span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">fo</span></span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">jiao</span></span>) Splitting headaches kept haunting me also <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">darn</span>. So much sacrifice and wad i get? hard work definitely did not pay off. Think must not slack <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">liao</span>, really <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">haf</span> to STUDY hard from now on. If i cant even do well in TPJ papers, how m i gonna survive the A's? And ya Chinese A'lvl oral arnd nex week omg i just put on braces den i tok tun tun tu tu wan. wan da le!<br /><br />Went out to haf a "keep fit outing" wif my classmates near C.M hse in UBI today(PFT coming!).<br />Weather was so freaking hot in the afternoon i felt like a roasted pig. Hm the last time i wore my no.7 orange jersey was lik 3 years ago but surprisingly still in good condition. Including wif my new orange puma shoes, i look so oRanGe playing basketball and soccer(an orange wan also) haha. At night we went to watch transformers, not bad but just lasted too long (2 half hours). Watch until i headache again. Hai guess it's due to exam repercussions.<br /><br />Funny happenings-<br />Pulled a prank on CM today. We all took a bus to the street soccer court and he was the first to get down e bus, leaving his soccerball behind in the chair. I placed it in my plastic bag and told the rest pretend not to noe. As we walk away frm e bus stop, CM suddenly realized the ball missing (I was right infront of him wif his soccerball bulging in my plastic bag) and asked us. We all acted so real as if it was really still in the bus. As the bus was still waiting for the green light, he sprinted so fast towards it. Den i called him and showed him the ball. Rest of us were lik laughing away nex.<br /><br />Tts it for now. Wonder wen will be the nex time i blog. Always wan to blog but lik no mood and also take so much time. These few days the weather really fluctuate to the extreme so must take care of health ok? (sayin this 2 every1 hu read my blog.)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-1030031319902285418?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-81054059332432433472007-06-13T03:54:00.000-07:002007-06-13T06:04:12.150-07:00Back after so long to blog again. Damn Busy these few days sia. Ndp training, helping out at SYC, Sentosa with Ex4e2? and some outings. Really no time to study at all sia, or rather should i say no mood. Just realized that Mid-year is approaching more quickly then i thought. But still must rush my PW interviews with teachers and even the surveys are yet to e done. Just the thought of it makes me SIANZ. How am i supposed to cope???????????????<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Pineapple and I went to do econs project at C'ming's house yesterday. His dog(Prince) fell in love with pineapple at first sight haha. After a few hours, we hardly completed anything. Obviously wasted out time there. Instead we played whole day. Played basketball with some young kids at a nearby basketball court, their skills are a cut above ours lol. Spent my night at his house doing some studies.<br /><br /><br /><br />After leaving Cm house this morning, my sis and I went to Ubi dental clinic for our dental appointment. We are doing bracing and only I needed 2 of my tooth to be extracted =( <br />She doesnt need. Had my first one extracted today. It was terrifying at first when he took out this "spanner" and clamped it onto my precious. Can see how much he exerted to get it out. Heng it was not painful at all, thanks to 3 injections which left the right side of my mouth so numb. Guess I can take this time to lose weight liao.<br /><br /><br />Where there's a will there's a way. No more slacking / playing / outing. I must start doing what im supposed to be doing long long ago, and that is to prepare for my mid-year exam !!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-8105405933243243347?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-30610788457083311502007-06-08T09:31:00.000-07:002007-06-08T10:30:52.487-07:00Lame phrase from Ocean 13<br /><br />See you when you come back from Bandung( Some place in Indonesia ), and Bon voyage Raymond. He better get some souvenirs when he comes back after the holiday. At least some bandong drinks haha. laming.<br /><br />Just for tickle-<br />In the morning. Raymond got caught "again" by Mrs <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Quek</span>(math teacher) for talking to me. Actually he was teaching me <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">APGP</span>. Tried to explain but she just did not believe, instead she said "<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Mingyuan</span> is so good in maths, why would you be teaching him."<br />Raymond(pissed off) : "<span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">OK</span> so ya saying <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">I'm</span> not good la."<br />Mrs <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">Quek</span>: "No, you are good, but <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">Mingyuan</span> is already quite good in his maths. And your results are still not showing." "<span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">OK</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">OK</span> u win." Ended by Ray.<br />Later when we got back our maths <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">faculty</span> test, me and ray got the same marks 23/30 <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">haha</span>. Mrs <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">Quek</span> really should had been more careful when preaching someone.<br /><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">Cader</span> did not perform his magic in BB.tea shop. Drink xi <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">bei</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">feng</span> only <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">haiz</span>. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">Adacadebra</span> only to happen at the pull-up area. Nothing but <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">embarrassing</span> moments followed up next.<br /><br />Summary:<br />Me, Law, C.Ming and Ray went to The Cathay for swimming in Ocean 13 after the Maths make-up. Then headed for some pool shootings. Ocean 13, all about planning at the first half and carrying out of plans in the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">next </span>half. Have to pay much attention if not damn confusing.<br />Please bring your shorts next time if not you will be thrown out of pool area in half Uniform Raymond. Lucky we found another place to play but $8.40 an hour, holy crap. My Wallet seems to have a hole somewhere. Money keep on leaking. Zzz.<br />Also, please take care and watch what you eat in next couple of weeks, if not you will be voiceless for quite some time <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">haha</span>. Unless a kiss from her would create miracle? =D<br /><br />Heres a phrase to round up : Constant dripping hollows out a stone. Lol you get what i mean?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-3061078845708331150?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-41402108069695781792007-06-06T07:48:00.000-07:002007-06-06T09:53:09.456-07:00Why must everything be handed up today? <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Dao</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">mei</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">tou</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">le</span><br />After rushing through the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">GPP</span> and GP project last 2 days, I finally <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">could catch</span> a breath. At least my GP project paid off ! Just that i screwed up my question Miss <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">Ng</span> asked me.<br /><br />Monday<br /><br />Initially i thought i was having lessons at 9.30am. It turns out to be 10.30 <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">dotz</span>. <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">OK</span> so i wasted an hour of sleep, but this bought me back some time with my mum. We went to street 11 market to have morning breakfast over there. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">Xing</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">ji</span> wan tan <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">mee</span> standard drop <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">abit</span>, but still have that taste around so not bad <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">liao</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">haha</span>. This taste made me remember how my mother and I used to drop by this place to eat the noodles after my badminton training, or was it before. That was around 5 years back when I was still in Primary School. Time sure flies.<br /><br />Went to <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">Katong</span> for a game of <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">Lan</span> after the Physics lecture, though quite <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">disappointing</span> 29/50. I thought I would have done worst <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">lol</span>. 5 hours of <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">dotaing</span> and <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">cs'ing</span> really burned out most of my brain cells that day. Besides, I think I got food poisoning from the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">Cai</span> fan i ate in the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">Katong</span> mall there. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">wTL</span>..I really should not be too budget some times.<br /><br />Tuesday / A series of unfortunate <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24">Wednesdays</span>.<br /><br />Nothing much, just projects, projects and more craps. Really had no time for any other things, just a little sleep, and more panda eyes. Pity Lil-Sunshine for having to clear up <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25">Muddin</span> messed up work. <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26">BTW</span> happy birthday to "Pineapple". Wishing you more calcium and less oil. Wednesday is such an unlucky day for me since I entered TPJC. Injuries, scoldings, and more scoldings. Today, at LT, is not an exception. Really, I should stay away from Raymond when I see Miss <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_28">Ng</span> next time. Nothing good comes out of it.<br /><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_29">Ok</span> now to round up. Sharing from my mother: Its not just about you, it is about everyone around you. Taking is not everything, giving is most of it. So learn to give more and take less <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_30">haha</span>. what talking me?<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_31">Here's</span> a phrase by my sis: Great minds discuss ideas, average minds discuss events, small minds discuss people.<br />So which of these category of minds belong to you? I belong to all of the above. =D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-4140210806969578179?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8772063279298472840.post-75740960744838314952007-06-03T07:01:00.001-07:002007-06-03T08:10:53.322-07:00"Don't love u no more." This is the song I was listening to while my sis created this blog for me. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">haha</span> No idea why I started this Online journal thingy. Probably got influenced by my sis, saying that blogging helps to improve my obviously bad English, which u can see as u read on. More importantly though, blogging allows me to keep my memories in a space of which solely belongs to me, and where I could reminisce the past as time proceeds, just love this nostalgic feeling. Maybe it is because I suck at expressing. Hope to improve through time here.<br /><br />NDP in Marina bay Floating stabium this year, Co0L huh? Went for training this thursday, all i can say is screwed up, especially for my group. No spirit leads to no counting leads to no synchronisation. Only my group out of the many were doing different stunts, so damn embarrasing. I really pity the Seamon(dunno how to spell her name) who was leading our group, countless times she screamed at us telling us to count, count and more count. Well ended up in futile of coz, only few counted, the rest were like just mutterings. Just be glad we did not feel seasick jaja. Scenery there really is beautiful.<br /><br />Another thing i can conclude, wear specs then can perform in pool table, contacts make me miss all the time arg.<br /><br />Now for rounding up,(so quickly thanks to stanley who threatens me that i would not get a single reader if he doesnt come and read.) Hope my blog did not waste ur time. Heres a phrase Xing fu shi you zi ji lai jue ding, ni jue de xing fu ni jiu shi xing fu. haha be happy.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8772063279298472840-7574096074483831495?l=summerco0l-yuan.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>WANG MING YUANhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04263774099388191739noreply@blogger.com0